I once thought that love was vigorous and either/or. I thought I had a strong enough heart to control all emotions and find clear answers in a complicated world. It wasn't until I met her and them that my world was truly plunged into a violent storm. I thought I was a ship in the sea, able to ride the wind and waves and sail freely. But I don't know that I am more like a ferryman swinging between two docks, carrying my own heart and the pain of others. And I, He Shuhuan, wrote the most unforgettable chapter in my life with my love and entanglement in this deep love and mist.