The Reborn Saint Is Hard to Find

Fei Xianheng is an important minister of the Northern Yan Dynasty and is highly valued by His Majesty. A gentleman as jade, gentle and dignified, he put on armor and went into battle at the age of sixteen to quell the rebellious ministers and destroy the enemy for His Majesty. He was even more outstanding among his peers, and the women of Yanjing were unknown to everyone. There was only one bad thing about him that made the world feel sorry for him: he was prone to murder. He was supposed to be a young general, but after earning the reputation of a marquis, he had no further achievements. After many investigations, it was found that his murderous nature was due to his illness. The "disease" he suffered from was actually a poison that originated from Nan Wu. Unexpectedly, the doctors from Bei Yan could do nothing about it. He only thought that God was unfair and wanted him to die young. Not long after, he accidentally learned that Nan Wu intended to form an alliance with Bei Yan and sent a saint to strengthen the alliance. The poison he suffered from was so tortured that he had to drink alcohol every day to relieve the pain, but he didn't expect that at the banquet in the palace of the Saint, she was no longer willing to wait for death. He felt that he could live another life, maybe even longer. From then on, he tried every means to attract the Saint's attention, and finally got what he wanted. His Majesty gave him the Saint, and she eventually became his wife, but he didn't want to be assassinated suddenly on the wedding day. Just when he was under the influence of the poison, before he woke up, he treated all the people who came as assassins and killed them all. After he woke up, he regretted it so much that he locked himself in the house and even forgot about his newlywed wife. Later, when he heard the news of her death, he remained calm but felt endless regret in his heart. People like him should no longer live in the world, causing trouble to others. At the last moment when he was unconscious, he saw her and said, "Azhu, if I were to live my life again, I would let you kill me. I just ask you not to get tired of me."