Embroidery Lady in the Clouds

My ex-husband said that my persistence was worthless. When the divorce agreement sank into the wine jar, I drank blood and tears, but signed a contract with the thousand-year-old heroic spirit entrenched in my bloodline. They gave me magical skills and shackles - every time I borrowed power, my sanity was crazily eroded by the obsession of my ancestors. The world sometimes seems clear to me, and sometimes it turns into a torrent of data and a cage of paranoia. My lover is the "tamer" who supervises me. His love is the only rein that restrains my loss of control. My enemies are in the open and in the back of my mind. And my soul is the only crucible to tame this ancient power that can destroy the world. They call me a genius, or a madman. I am just an embroiderer in Yunzhong who is trying to re-embroider "self" on the ruins of divinity and humanity.