I Always Have Him in My Heart

When Jiang Feng was young, she was obsessed with finding the "him" she was destined to be - the dazzling Wu Xiang, the gentle and tolerant Chen Mo, the rational and perfect Lu Zeyu... She thought love was the answer to fill the vacancy in her heart, but she gradually saw clearly during her stumbles: what she really longed for was not to be saved by someone, but to be her own light. From being sensitive and uneasy to being sharp in the workplace, from being dependent on others to being at peace with herself, she went through secret love, passionate love, suspicion, revenge and awakening, and finally understood that the "him" worth pursuing for a lifetime turned out to be a strong and gentle self. This is a story about women's growth and self-awakening. It tears apart the illusion of love, faces desire and loneliness, and finally finds true freedom and light in the balance between career, family and self. ——"My heart doesn't need anyone to fill it, it has its own ocean."