There Seems to Be a Problem with My Multi-Game Game

Introduction: I traveled through time and became the master that I created after many games. The good news is that I have piled up buffs for myself, and I can look forward to the mid-term at the beginning... Bad news, I loaded myself with buffs and I'm going to die at the start. Good news, the game and plot are familiar to me. Bad news, there seems to be something wrong with the plot and game I'm familiar with. Wait, this doesn't seem like a normal start? I'm not playing speedrunning without any damage, why did it turn into a love game?