These Few Years

This is a story about love at first sight, and also a story about self-growth. In the end, God gave me a turning point. I actually met love at first sight again in the consulting room, similar to the time I met the sales president at a dinner. Of course, this time I knew for sure: this was the nervous system in my brain that had been missing attention, importance, and response in my childhood being hijacked. He caught all my emotions in the consulting room, and it was not love.