I Created a Lover for Myself

Forty years old, twenty years of secret love, and a huge gamble.​​ Li Xue spent her entire youth silently loving Zhou Sen, the man she couldn't get. When life was hopeless, she chose to rush to the legendary "Mountain of Love" - ​​sacrificing her life in exchange for her dreams coming true. She succeeded. When she woke up, Zhou Sen, who loved her deeply, was beside her and took care of her, as if they had been in love for many years. Extreme sweetness, lingering protection... She was so immersed in this stolen perfect love that she almost forgot everything that was wrong—— Why was the memory lost for five years? Why does his hug heal everything? Why is this city so familiar yet so strange? Until that day, the real Zhou Sen appeared in their world with his wife and children... ** Phantom and reality collide! When the "thought" that maintains existence begins to disintegrate, when the affectionate thought puppet has to pay the price of existence to send her back... Li Xue finally understood that what Love Mountain gave her was not a gift, but an ultimate trial about "self". It turns out that what she has been longing for for twenty years is not a specific person, but the self deep in her heart that has never been properly loved.​