Ringing in the Ears

"An'an... Why are you crying? Don't cry... Don't cry..." "An'an, are you telling me something? Why can't I hear..." "An'an... An... An..." ... "An'an, I love you so much, but I don't seem to have the strength to love you anymore. On the hospital bed, I want to hug you so much. I can't bear to let you cry, and I want to raise my hand to wipe your tears. You know I'm in pain, hold my hand tightly, and you try your best not to let me move my body easily, but how can I bear to look at you helpless... Don't cry, okay, I'm fine, I'm fine..." ....... "As long as you are here, I feel at ease." - Xia An