The Snow Orchid in My Life

Snow orchid represents "loneliness and perseverance, hope and healing", and the clear blue revealed in its coldness is regarded as the coexistence of melancholy and strength. The author once firmly believed in friendship from childhood to adulthood and pursued a golden career like everyone else. However, he was hit by a mental illness at the age of 30. After being diagnosed with cyclic bipolar disorder, he began to think about life, friendship and self-worth. Through active recovery and constant thinking, I finally achieved my own personality awakening and independence. This is also a stream-of-consciousness autobiographical monologue essay written by the author after his illness. The author wants to tell everyone that the fame, fame and fortune he once pursued when he was young and frivolous, and the friendships he once trusted so much have turned into fleeting smoke and the price paid for emptiness and arrogance. After experiencing friendship betrayal, debt and wandering, moral breakdown, physical and mental trauma, mental illness and rebirth, I finally understood that the most precious thing in life is family companionship and inner awakening, and worked hard to live my life into a wonderful work. "True courage is not to maintain the illusion of perfection, but to face one's own abyss (mental illness, mistakes, fragility), and on the ruins, with cracks, to start looking for the real glimmer of light that belongs to oneself. Salvation begins with the acceptance of reality." The author hopes to give this document to his lovers and family members who have accompanied him through the trough of life; to people who are still actively pursuing the meaning of life; to patients in this world who suffer from mental difficulties together, as well as to those suffering times in life, thinking about life, and finally awakening their inner strength!