The novel unfolds against the background of the author's growth process. The protagonist "Xiaoyi" is a girl who has been forgotten by God time and time again but is favored again and again. Due to congenital cerebral palsy, her limbs cannot move normally and she cannot take care of herself. As a child, some people believed that she could not grow up, and she was often regarded as a "monster" by the people around her; her parents did not accept the child from the bottom of their hearts, because they could not accept the fact that she was disabled; the school did not welcome her, leading to embarrassing and entangled conflicts; when she entered youth, she was faced with dropping out of school and staying at home. In this world, no one will be alone and helpless. There must be some invisible and extremely powerful force to help you defeat all suffering; there must be a figure wearing armor and traveling through many thorns to accompany you through the days of flying swords; there must be a pair of warm eyes, peaceful and firm, telling you: Don't be afraid, I am here!
