Who Still Believes in Romanticism After Being Reborn?

The more I write, the less interesting it becomes. It feels like nothing is right. I feel no pleasure even watching it. The dialogue is dry, the description is stiff, the conflicts are abrupt, and there is no foreshadowing. I just write whatever comes to my mind, basically I just have some pictures in my head, and then I use words to describe those pictures, so I always feel that the plot is incoherent. But I still write. The amount of updates every day is enough to take up most of my time. I am also studying, looking at rankings, and signing contracts. Only then do I feel that seeing online articles is like a mayfly seeing the sky. But I still hope to finish writing this story. I don't know if you have read Jiangnan's "Young and the Dragon". There is a sentence in it that I like very much -Writing a book is partly because I want to prove myself through writing, but mostly I just feel that it is difficult to extinguish the fire in my heart, and I will burn myself to death if I don't spit it out. This book is actually not the story I wanted to write, but I am learning and hope that one day I can bring you a better story from my heart.

What the hell, the beginning of this plot is the same as Force me to be reborn, right? ? ?