Neither Love nor Hate Exists

That day, I couldn't help but call Xie Jinan. He said, "Song Yan, the thing I regret most in my life is knowing you. Please die as soon as possible." After hanging up the phone, I laughed at myself for wishful thinking, expecting to get some comfort from him. From the day Xie's father and Xie's mother got into a car accident while attending my graduation ceremony, my brother Jin An was completely dead. I became a somewhat famous emerging painter. Later, the truth about Xie's parents' car accident was revealed, and Xie Jin'an frantically begged me for forgiveness.