Dear Queen, Please Scream in Despair!

My name is Zhong Xie, which is homophonic to Zhong Xie The old man once told me that I was born to attract evil Doomed to be accompanied by evil spirits all his life Even if you take one wrong step, you will fall into the world of darkness. I can only stay at home and concentrate on recuperating. I didn't quite believe it at first, until I was in my early twenties I have achieved some success in practicing the strange skills passed down from my family. He went out secretly without telling the old man. But at the foot of the mountain, I met four paper figures carrying the coffin. They passed by me. Somehow, the paper man called me, so I went The paper man put down the coffin and I opened the lid I found that it was me lying inside. I stared at myself, and my head was taken off by myself When I woke up again, I came to this mysterious world of immortality. It was all in vain at first, just trying to escape. But gradually I discovered If you want to live here I must keep killing yourself (The introduction is the crux of this article. After the introduction, it is assumed that the protagonist has traveled through time.)