The two hours when my brother disappeared were the darkest moments in my life. I was already thinking about how to jump down by the river so that I wouldn't die so embarrassingly. So when my brother shouted "Sister" from the van, I felt like I was reborn. As a result, I was kicked into the river by my father who came after hearing the news. My mother was still cursing: "You damn girl, you can't even look down on a child, why don't you die?" Finally, someone pushed them away and jumped into the water to save me. Later I learned that the moment of being rescued was the real rebirth.
