It's not really an essay or a diary, it's just my journey from childhood to adulthood. Doubt, criticize, overthrow yourself again and again, recall, look forward to and then be disappointed again and again.
I don't expect anyone to resonate with me. I expose my heart to readers one by one. Maybe it can give you some lessons, maybe it will win sympathy or ridicule, or it may just be a review of my small life for my own entertainment.
In short, they will all be naked, exposed, and face each other openly, just like life, or just alive.
