The sponsor broke up with his wife Bai Yueguang and found me as a substitute to stay with him for five years. People in my circle say I am a poor stand-in. It wasn't until later that I got pregnant unexpectedly and decided to abort the child. But he was so angry that he asked me fiercely why? I looked at his increasingly different face and said calmly: "Because, I don't love you." He looked at me in disbelief: "You don't love me?"