Mental Illness Diary

My first feeling when I saw your work was that I didn't know what to say. I cannot understand the pain others experience, but I also know that others cannot understand my pain and discomfort. I hope your illness is not a real illness, I hope your illness is just your suspicious and overly smart conjecture and expression that no one understands. I have lived for such a long time, and I often lament that I have been denied by many people, and I have never had any achievements of my own. I hope you can find your meaning in your lifetime. I also want to tell you one thing. I am pregnant now, but I am also very poor. My boyfriend didn't want me to give birth and gave me 5,000 for the abortion. He said he didn't like me and didn't love me. He said it was because of my bad temper. What makes me sad is that I didn't want to exist in this world at one time, but I wanted to meet my children in the future. I told my second brother that I wanted to create my own life and give my children a better life. I hope you are brave, but I don't know when you will be able to get out of your own confinement. I hope you will not regard yourself as a burden. I hope you live well. I hope you will not go to the hospital again. I have a mentally ill best friend. She is a very kind person and she has helped me a lot. I hope you all have a wonderful life, okay?