Song Yi and I have been together for seventeen years, and we have been his canary for seventeen years. I suffered from mental illness due to his torture, but he never wanted to look at me again; I waited for him in the heavy snow all night, but he turned around and left with another woman in his arms; after so many years of infatuation, in the end I only got the words "delusion" from him. Later, I ran away. I met my own salvation, cut off all attachments to him, and ran away completely. However, Song Yi started to look for me like crazy. He said he loved me... How funny. He never looked at me when I was around him. Now that I am gone, he said he loves me. But I won't look back.
