If I Am Who I Am

I've been browsing Douyin recently and I've seen a lot of TV drama characters who look so stupid and silly! They blindly pursue things that are simply unavailable, or things that do not belong to them, and for this reason they even give up things that are within easy reach. Why bother? Especially Xitara Erqing in Story of Yanxi Palace, doesn't what she just wants is to get rid of her slave status through Fu Cha Fu Heng? The goal has been achieved, so does it matter whether Fu Cha Fu Heng loves her or not? If I were Xita Laerqing·Erqing, I wouldn't care if Fucha Fuheng loves me or not? On the night of the wedding, I would tell Fu Heng, the rich chaplain, "If you want to love Wei Yingluo, just love her. Just give me your power and money. I only want these two!" Then I would go about my business and please the Queen Mother. I would follow the path Wei Yingluo took, leaving Wei Yingluo with nowhere to go! Hahahahaha... As for Fucha Fu Heng, go to hell Fucha Fu Heng!