This is a novel based on the autism-themed documentary film "Special You." The story tells the story of an autistic child and his mother's troubled life. Li Meilan went through three marriages. The first marriage ended when her husband was imprisoned. She took her children and married Lao Ye again. They had a second boy, Guo Guo. However, Guo Guo was diagnosed with autism when Guo Guo was two and a half years old. His symptoms were severe and he could not speak. This meant that Guo Guo needed care throughout his life. Meilan's family was in a state of shock, and Lao Ye committed suicide by jumping off a building. Meilan holds Guoguo and walks into the cold river to commit suicide. At this time, Guoguo's "Mom" wakes up Meilan. Guoguo can only call "Mom", which is his only language, and this "Mom" is enough for Meilan to start over. So she cheered up and started a new and different special life for herself and Guoguo.
