Candle Dreamer

A journey of youth that is not exciting, The experience of a high school senior who is not very standard, It is a process of struggling again and again but being unable to do anything. It's the meaning of trying to rebuild oneself after turning around and involuntarily shattering it. I thought that the gurgling spring water would not be able to make waves, but it would continue to gurgling like this. When it stopped, it swept up layers of dead branches, gravel and silt from the past... Regarding a relatively common disease, Regarding people's mentality, environment and various encounters in the step-by-step process of change—— It brings tears to my eyes, and things I take for granted can turn into suffocating pressure; About an ordinary boy who thought he could be the protagonist of his own life, but in the end did not encounter many miracles, a special and not exciting journey of search; The story of this book is not pleasant: the protagonist is not likable either. What he and his story show is inferiority, arrogance, vulnerability, sensitivity, depression, panic and fear; it is also about clumsy self-adjustment, patience, persistence, about the meaning of hope in despair, about learning to think and courage; the meaning of existence, and ultimately, life goes on... No matter how vivid and painful the memory is, when you choose to say goodbye, it will always reflect the corresponding free vitality... It's for this book—— Dedicated to people who are struggling to survive in involuntary painful situations, and also dedicated to the protagonist himself...