I'm in the Lost Time

I don't know how long I stayed in the dark. I only know that fireflies came briefly. Every time they disappear, they take away a piece of my soul; The mountain tops where the morning sun rises are shining brightly, but I feel like I have fallen into Hell forever, the coldness wraps me up, and the darkness confines me in the desert... I belong to the morning glow, but I was born before dawn; I once longed for the sunshine, but I was trapped in darkness all my life; People who live in the dark are not accepted by the sun; But even if he is abandoned by the world, should he be addicted to darkness forever? No! No! Even if I am trapped in darkness all my life, even if I am trapped in the desert, I can still bloom my own flowers. And this flower will eventually emit a dazzling and unique light in the darkness...