What Can You Find in Dreams?

This is Xu Lan's book of magical thinking, there is no second one, no one. When Xu Lan cried, they said she laughed, what a funny joke. Slowly, perhaps, she began to be confused about everything, like all "sober people" who were "not confused." She knew that if she could not find a safe exit for freedom, it might be safer to give up. One day, she started thinking about all this. She didn't want to be like the so-called human beings she saw, lose their meaning and become a fake person! What is a dummy? Maybe not a dummy either. In the first escape, she hid, removing all noun definitions for the sake of purity, and then she realized that everything in the world had long seemed to her to be nothingness. She closed herself off, and even used the philosophy she learned to construct a false meaning, and even experienced different ways of thinking. Right and wrong seemed blurred to her, but she did not hurt anyone. Those people want an answer. They desperately pursue fame, fortune and money in the world. They talk about others behind their backs. Those calls are always in vain. A thought arises again, everything is just a powerless falsehood. The imprisonment of parents, the ridicule of classmates, the advice of neighbors, etc., Are too many to cover up oneself. After all, she has too many feelings about this world. During the second escape, she slowly remembered all the memories, every bit of which was a painful imprisonment. She dared not say it because people had hated her. Once faced with important problems, she said that people end up "always" nothing.