It's Hard to Have Both Feelings at the Same Time

In the fifth year after I married Ye Ying'an, the daughter of his deceased mentor came back. In order to repay his kindness, he wanted to marry this woman as his concubine. Everyone said that this woman could not threaten my status. She was not in good health and could not enjoy herself. It was just that there were many people in the house to eat. But I watched Ye Yongan running from my room to comfort her who was sick every day. There is no way to have the best of both worlds, neither she nor me.