Catching up with the Fugitive Stars

I pushed away my stars with my own hands and headed towards my dark night. After that, someone said that my eyes were like stars. I said that I once met a boy, but I missed him because of my low self-esteem. If I am imperfect myself, then I shouldn't bother others. How long does it take for a person to get out of the subconscious and ingrained habits and become a healthy and bright person? I really like light, the way it illuminates the earth and illuminates the dark night. I don't think he is dazzling, but there is a distance between us. If I cross this distance, I will embrace my stars. I hope there is light in your eyes, love yourself, and if you are a person in darkness, don't be swallowed up by the night. There will be a little star for you, catch up with the fugitive star.