My Life Before I Met You Was Blank

Life is boring. Do I really hate it so much? Why do I feel like people don't like me? Carefully searching through my memories of the first half of my life, it seems that they are all blank, just as alive as the air. No, maybe the air is more valuable than me. Until you appeared, you brought a touch of fun to my ordinary life. I didn't know what attracted me to you, but you changed my view of the world, my dear girl.