Dance in the Sky

Everything in this world has a cause and effect. I was born as the Lord God, the only God in the world. It is my mission to save the people in the world. I should shoulder my due responsibilities, even if I have to sacrifice everything. But what if this is all just a well-planned scam? What do I do? What can I do? I don't hate anyone, and I don't blame anyone. I only hate myself. I am just a tool and was born to be used. I don't want to become a tool to be used, but I can't help myself, and I don't want to let him down. The world says that there is a difference between immortals and mortals, but I just want to rebel against this day. I don't want to become a god, because gods are the most lonely. Everyone says that the mission of gods is to save the world. I think my mission may be to save him, a person who I love deeply but cannot hate. This is my mission and there is no going back.