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We are not going to discuss what subjectivity is defined in serious philosophy here. We will only talk about the behaviors and states shown in real life that can be described by this word The three male protagonists of the alienation of the solar system should have subjectivity. They all essentially despise the universe of the solar system. What everyone pursues does not care about the evaluation of others and the system Yuan Luo seems to be a money addict, but he is not pursuing wealth itself. His purpose is very pure, just to play with dolphins freely, so that person seems to be called Owen, right? He was stupid when they wanted to spend money to poach him. He wants to move, it's for the dolphins, but when Yinga disturbed him, he didn't care about wealth at all, and directly killed the god Kelin's lifelong pursuit is the love with me as the main one. Even a faceless person like him doesn't need to lose his dignity to please others - that is, she is the main one - - To obtain it in a way, Beckley Beauty should actually be the ultimate substitute for second-tier games that do not engage in trouble and are purely charming. Even if it is only obtained in exchange for credit coins, it is a counterfeit that uses technical means to infinitely approximate the real thing. But who can say that it cannot be better than the illusion-like real thing obtained by losing subjectivity? Yin Jia, in order to prove his credit currency divine way, fights against the entire market on his own As for Song Wenbin, I don't know who he is, what he is doing, and what he wants Who is he? In fact, he is just a street kid. He is nothing if not in front of the stage set up by the camera. This is existence without subjectivity What does he want? I am afraid he has not figured it out himself At the end of the Arctic Volume, we guess that he started to build a factory in order to increase his debt, extend the loan repayment time, and stay away from women In fact, at first glance, he is not at all Thinking this way, he inexplicably took over this mess that was cheating his father, and then asked Huo Yu to borrow money as if he had thrown himself into a trap, and then started to bring goods in a daze If he really wanted to make money, get rid of the constraints of his identity, and be able to be with the heroine on the premise of being financially independent, or to enjoy his own freedom without being with the heroine, then he should actually hurry up. Repay the loan, and hold on to Seal and the program to attract traffic and monetize it first Moreover, there is absolutely no need to take over this factory that has no hope If he really wants to improve his work and provide some benefits to his fans, he should take the initiative to conceive the program and discuss with the producer, planner, and director how to insert work into the show. , So different from his previous enthusiasm for racking his brains to make up stories During the New Year's Eve dinner, he said that he loved fans, but in the igloo, he changed his mind and said it was all business. It should be said that he thanked his fans for raising him and giving him a sense of existence, but he had no feelings for the whole life Moreover, he has not had any real life for more than a year and a half. Can he still be called a fan now? This was written in the morning, and sure enough, he was going to start looking for a transformation at noon But what he was thinking about here was still what he could do to survive. Just like making up stories at that time, if someone wanted to read it, he would do it if he could survive But he still had not thought about what he wanted to do, what he wanted to be - was it his life that he loved? To survive, you have to cater to the market. This means will without subjectivity On the other hand, the subjectivity of the two heroines and many other characters is much stronger than that of the protagonist. On the boat, Song Wenbin said to Su Tina, as long as you exist, you are awesome. In Oslo, he envied Huo Yu's unparalleled Violence, just beat whoever is unhappy Huo Yu's ability to do whatever he says and Sutina's willfulness not to do it reflect the subjectivity of the will In this way, we can describe it a little. Subjectivity should at least include, if there are no other restrictions, then what do I want to do? If there are other restrictions, can I not do this? You're right, but I don't care. Song Wenbin can't do it. He spoke very nicely in the auditorium, but he doesn't even have what he wants to do or what he loves. He is now being coerced by his fans and manipulated by Shen Tujia's evil hands. He can't help himself and has to care about others' evaluation What about subjectivity? How can people without subjectivity get true freedom and happiness? Of course, the vast majority of people have no subjectivity. If there is anything good, they will live without it. Jpg However, he is not without it at all. For example, when others scolded him for watching the bad guys, he didn't care. Lao Ma advised him that he must get a good car for his identity, so he just rode Lao Ma's second-hand horse away This is a manifestation of subjectivity, enjoying what you like and suit yourself, and not caring about what others will say Can he go further? Whether he can reconcile with his family, whether his career is successful, whether he can foil Shen Tujia's conspiracy, whether he can win the beauty back, is not unimportant, but it is all secondary In real life, can Song Wenbin construct his own subjectivity in his material life and deep inside his heart? Wait and see

At the end of the Extreme Volume, the scene where Song Wenbin shouted in the ice and snow, "My mortgage will take 30 years to repay!" Deeply shocked me. Not only the pain and struggle, but something deeper and stronger, that is the contradiction. Ever since I read I Am a Legend in junior high school, I have been particularly fond of tangled books. I was tortured to death every time, but I wanted to read them every time. Why is this? Now I may have found the answer. That's the contradiction. The so-called contradiction refers to the contradiction between people's own opinions. I want to study hard and make money, and I also want to be lazy and enjoy life. The diligent me denies the lazy me, but it is precisely because I want to pursue a better life and enjoy it that the diligent me can exist. Diligence and laziness, there is me in you, you in me, they deny each other but are inseparable. This is a kind of contradiction. And there are a lot of contradictions in each of us: we enjoy loneliness but also long for companionship, we both cherish the past but refuse to turn back time, we both pursue freedom but are afraid of losing safety... It can be said that human nature is a complex of contradictions. Song Wenbin in the book, because of his boring job, he, a marginalized person in society, was able to use his unique talents and rise rapidly, and he also met beauties like Huo Yu and Xiao Su. When he fell in love with the two of them and realized their love for him, and wanted to respond to this feeling, he realized with great pain: that love was for the teacher he hated. He is not sure whether he can still be loved after losing his love, and whether he deserves to be loved. Both disgusted and dependent on his identity as an anchor, longing for and afraid of love, accepting and escaping from reality, Song Wenbin has so many contradictions that they are almost exploding, like a super pressure cooker. As a reader, I am not misogynistic, nor do I long for love. I am not a loser under financial pressure, nor am I a successful anchor. However, the contradictory feeling that Song Wenbin experienced, and the huge pressure and pain it derived that can tear people apart, are extremely familiar. Conflicts with your family, conflicts with your elders, conflicts with old friends, conflicts with your girlfriend, conflicts with your incompetence... This is like a knife that has stabbed you countless times and reappears bloody in front of you. Just looking at it makes your heart start to feel phantom pain. That feeling was so real, so real that it was scary, so real that it was shit, so real that it was scary. I am reminded of what Bai Shou said: "The same story frame, changing the era, background, protagonist and supporting role, but constantly playing out at different times, is a meta-story." Perhaps, the "contradictory story" is a meta-story entangled in a series of works. Whenever I want to get rid of the contradictory and painful parts and only appreciate the beauty of love and the splendor of adventure, I painfully discover that those beauties and splendors are all born out of contradictions. I can't imagine a Song Wenbin who isn't conflicted, and I can't imagine a Huo Yu who isn't awkward. I can't imagine that these two people will intersect again in various forms in normal life. The contradictory plot, contradictory characters, and contradictory author not only make people feel frustrated and heartbroken, but also bloom with a unique, taboo and beautiful brilliance. Finally, let me end this article with the words of Teacher Wei. "I have occasionally heard people say that Andromeda and the Milky Way will merge into one in 200 million years. At that time, the stars in the sky will be a hundred times or a thousand times more spectacular than they are now. But when I hear these words, I am always afraid. Because after flying over each other, it gradually fades away. That glorious moment, but I don't know how many years of loneliness and darkness will be used to repay it..."

The roar in the storm is the cry of humanity against divinity, and the confrontation between reason and sensibility. ——Reflections on the completion of the first part of "Fear of Women" Imagine that when you are in front of a nest of ants, the next thing you want to do to find fun is to attack the group of ants: interfere with their lives, dispose of their lives, and manipulate their experiences. The fate of the ants is at your disposal. The ants don't know that life is different from the past and suddenly ushered in endless changes. It comes from an existence whose power, knowledge, and spirit (emotion) far exceed that of the ants, and he takes action for the purpose of fun. Of course, with the wisdom of an ant, one would probably not make such an association. But people will, this is "God", the broadest and most primitive image of God. The existence of this high position is also imagined by people themselves. It peels off the vulgar part of people's hearts and infinitely deepens and embellishes the transcendent part. In other words, a complete person has both divinity and humanity. Novel is actually a mirage, an illusion created by the colors of the world refracted by the creator's mind. The author's divine humanity, rationality and sensibility are also separated from each other. Divinity and rationality rise to construct the world view, generate cause and effect, and manipulate destiny. The human nature is reduced, transformed into the character, fleshed out, leading the plot, and the gears of the story begin to turn. When the author compiled his own play, he basically had the highest goal, which is an interesting story with ups and downs, bizarre and magnificent. At the end of the first part of "Fear of Women", Song Wenbin roared in the storm, and finally everyone gave up almost all their treasures to escape safely. It may seem like fantasy, but it is actually the author's concrete conception of the plot. When divinity and reason are preparing to build a more exciting context for the world (novel), the humanity and sensibility deep in the character "Song Wenbin" subconsciously know the actions of "God". This is also what Song Wenbin felt in the ocean. For the real him in the book, this was an irrelevant ordeal given to him by God. So Song Wenbin became angry and roared at "God". This was not only the cry of humanity against divinity, but also a confrontation between reason and sensibility. In the end, the confrontation ends, the storm dissipates, and readers see a more satisfactory ending. However, we still don't know which side the author chose in the end, and whether rationality and divinity temporarily retreated to brewing a deeper disaster. Ps: It doesn't matter if it's slower, the quality must be high. Ps: I am Huo Yudang, I am very happy. Ps: I want to see the leader of the female industry suffer.

After reading obsessively for almost a day and night, I finally got the update. After enjoying such a delicious spiritual meal, what followed was a flood of emptiness. I kept recalling bits and pieces of the story in my mind, and wanted to write down some of my thoughts before I forgot the plot. I haven't read many novels. The last "road novel" was "Embers of Fire" by Squid. In fact, "Lord of the Mysteries" is also a bit "road", but it is mainly fantasy. Yes, that's right, I also define this novel as a "road novel". Of course, this is just the most appropriate word I can find based on my shallow knowledge. Africa, Somalia, Seoul, Siberia... Travel after trip, adventure after adventure, and struggle again and again. I don't want to retell the exquisite plot in my pale language, because these words allow me to fly beyond the constraints of space, appreciate the beauty of nature with the protagonists, and also let me experience the pain, madness and helplessness of human society. The more realistic background brings a deeper sense of immersion. Being about the same age as the protagonist, I was inevitably in a similar situation. Work, parents, love, friends... A few simple words like a mantra gradually strangled my head and choked my throat, slowly tightening as the years passed. I wonder if you and I in the warm water have ever woken up in the middle of the night. Freedom, this word that I once took lightly was dug out of the old paper pile again. Su is right, no matter how powerful the external force is, it is the mind that matters in the end. The monkey head in Africa, the pig head in Somalia, the living Buddha in Seoul, the red color in Siberia... This reminds me of a famous experiment, Harvard University's "Hope" experiment, which talks about putting mice in water. Normally, they can only persist for 15 minutes, but when the mice are about to drown, they are taken out of the water, let them rest for a while and then put them back into the water. They can actually persist for 60 hours. That's right, it's hours. I am no different from the mouse, the protagonist, the author, and the people in Africa, Somalia, Seoul, and Siberia. Hope is like Sutina's little finger, as gentle as water and as soft as spring breeze. She looked at the strongest man in the team, at the male lions in the pride, engaging in flesh-and-blood intellectual battles in modern society. That's right, I don't like Sutina. After this dream trip is over, when I return to the daily necessities of life, and when I take off the coat of the luxury car, maybe only the booth in the container at Longchang can hold my broken body. Recalling what the protagonist said at the end of the first chapter, perhaps the most terrifying thought in the world is hope.

The book is a good book and worth reading, but don't get too involved. The following contains spoilers. Let's talk about the book "Misogyny", and it has nothing to do with misogyny. Su, the family is superior, Kochi, Yu, force t0, directly create an industry, just the conditions of Suyu, what kind of boxer should not get involved. As for Song Dynasty, Song Dynasty's ability was deliberately underestimated, u1s1, look at Song Dynasty's material conditions at the beginning of the story: "Misogyny" This character is somewhat famous (and capable), has two friends, a rich brother and a second-hand car dealer (with connections), and a small factory at home (with assets). If he finds a problem, it is at most a problem in his native family. Laughing to death, not being able to empathize at all. As for critical capital, in fact, it has nothing to do with it. In my opinion, this book mainly discusses an issue of postmodernity, speaking in human terms, and problems with Song's thinking, and then uses a whole book to write about his growth. Song's head was empty at the beginning, but a vacuum does not exist . You have to fill it with something, and misogyny happened to be filled in here. Of course, you can fill it with anything else, but the essence is still empty. It is inevitable for Song to meet Crispy Fish. Without this strange journey, there will be other long-term love affairs that will come naturally. When the sky is filled with Crispy Fish, when Crispy Fish's love overflows directly, there are two kisses, and the misogynistic plot is completely defeated. At this time, Song has already clicked, but the pig brain is overloaded and the CPU is dry. I don't know how to respond. The final result is "pay off the 30-year mortgage.", Laugh to death, Misogyny is a rebellion against the old order, but when you don't know how to respond to love, no one understands misogyny better than me. Look, I will embrace the old order and prove myself. I will directly pay off the mortgage and run a company to make money to support my family. (It's gratifying, at least it's better than having to think of a name for the child when you first saw her?) Actually, the story is actually over here, Le. A lot of the above can be summarized into one sentence: "Repay the 30-year mortgage". It is too obscure, too romantic, and too awesome. This is definitely the best expression I have ever seen. Looking at the entire Internet article, such awesome writing is definitely at t0. It's just Song Suyu's three lunatics, twisting and turning, and lovers' little flirtations. The formula for victory has already been written. The answer to the universe is love. Sweat soybeans.

After much thought, I decided to write something, although for a book that has already been completed, probably no one will see it. But I feel that writing it down can release some of the accumulated emotions inside. It took me about four or five days to read this book. If I want to summarize this book, it is that it is a bowl of extremely spicy snail noodles. For people who don't like the smell, they will feel nauseous even if they smell it, but for people who like it, it is very addictive. Naturally, I am the one who likes it. I have been reading for seven or eight years now. I am picky about reading novels. I can only read books that I am really interested in. I will not read a mediocre book just to pass the time. I even give up halfway through many novels because I am tired of them rather than being addicted. But even if I am so picky, there are very few movies that make me scratch my head and want to see the plot behind it. After reading it, I feel empty and reluctant and even want to write something down. This book is one of them. It is true that from the public's perspective, this book is full of poisonous points: the development of the plot is too bizarre and illogical; the characters, including several protagonists, are too twisted and have various uncomfortable shortcomings; the writing is very literary, and many plots are very depressing... But as I said, this is a bowl of extremely spicy snail noodles. Underneath all kinds of "stinks", there is a refreshingness that penetrates the soul. The absurd plot and the slightly "crazy" characters give the novel a color of realistic magic. It can be seen that the absurdity of many plots is to express a kind of irony, some metaphors, and in some places, the writing method of stream of consciousness is even used directly. And this way of writing also brings out what fascinates me the most and makes me obsessed with this novel - emotions.       ，，，，， Song Wenbin's fear of house collapse, his mask of teacher-hate created by his past experiences, his hatred of women acting like monsters, and his inner love for his two colleagues collide fiercely; Huo Yu obviously likes the protagonist but insists on his independent and reckless style; Sutina obviously likes the protagonist a lot but always tries to control the protagonist and constantly acts like a monster. These three entangled people used their twisted emotions to bring my emotions into it on a ridiculous and fantastic journey, which made me unable to stop. Back to the plot itself, many people called the protagonist a turtle man and a licker, and called Huo Yu and Sutina xxn. In fact, I think it is not accurate. The reason why xxn is disgusting is because they use various rules and preferences to benefit themselves by harming the interests of men. They don't like men, and they don't really fall in love with someone. She just uses it to discipline and blackmail in the name of love. But Huo Yu and Su Tina like the protagonist, even deeply, and do not want to gain any material benefits from the protagonist. Su Tina is even willing to help the protagonist pay off the mortgage just to become the protagonist's girlfriend. You can scold Huo Yu for not being smart, insisting on his own way, and often causing trouble; you can scold Sutina for being a green tea bitch, being a monster, and being too controlling, but I don't think it's accurate to say that they are xxn in a traditional context. Because the most important point is that they really love the protagonist, and they are indeed not seeking money from the protagonist. Similarly, the protagonist is also a naughty thing. He likes Huo Yu because Huo Yu is an independent woman who never makes demands on him. This makes him feel more free than ever before. However, he is afraid that he will collapse and does not dare to face this feeling. At the same time, he cannot refuse to compare. Huo Yu didn't like Su Tina that much. Although Su Ai acted like a monster and had a bad temper, she always tried to make the protagonist act according to his own wishes, which made the protagonist feel disgusted that she was the same as the bastards he met in his misogynistic life in the past, those parents and relatives who tried to control and imprison him. But the protagonist is strangely unable to get rid of Su's control, unable to get rid of his obsession with Su's body. Once Sutina shows a sad look and starts to cry, the protagonist feels that his heart is broken again, and he can't bear to let her cry. He compromises again and is controlled by Sutina again. In addition, the small head will dominate the big head and indulge in Sutina's 36D. Finally, let me talk about the areas that I think were not handled well. The first is the handling of conflicts. Normally, in order to show the arc of the characters and add ups and downs to the plot, various conflicts will be created between the male and female protagonists. Then the conflicts will continue to accumulate until they explode. Finally, under a certain incident, reconciliation will begin, mutual redemption will occur, and the natural relationship will take a further step. However, in this book, we often see conflicts accumulating to the peak. They no longer explode, or even if they explode, there is no follow-up. It is as if after a few days, no one remembers that there was such a conflict. Nothing happens, and the relationship returns to the original relationship. The conflict is not resolved but seems to be forgotten. And this forgotten way of handling the contradiction leads to another problem: the change of characters lacks opportunities and is too abrupt. The most obvious one is that the Mexican taco is the most acute moment of conflict between the protagonists. It can even be said that the protagonist has gone dark and crazy. This is caused by the protagonist's recklessness and stubbornness towards Huo Yu and Sutina's willful tolerance reaching the limit. But as Huo Yu knocked the protagonist unconscious and forcibly dragged him back to China, these conflicts seemed to no longer exist. It was clear that Huo and Su had not changed at all. The conflicts that had accumulated to the point of breaking up before seemed to have been forgotten. The protagonist and Su Huo could talk and laugh again, and even changed their previous misogyny and became active in pursuing each other. This transformation of the protagonist is sudden and unprepared. Then there is a matter of my personal preferences. Finally, we finally reached a happy end, but the last chapter gave an unclear open ending. It didn't tell what happened to the protagonists after that, and it didn't give everyone some candy. It was obvious that the protagonists had suffered so much before, but in the end it didn't show how they managed to enjoy a happy life despite all the hardships. This made me very unhappy. The writing is very messy, but I feel much better after finishing it. After reading it before, I always felt out of place and empty in my heart.

This book is currently in the third volume. Although the core main line is not very prominent so far, there are already many remarkable things. Here I will briefly talk about my views on the three protagonists. Please forgive me if there are any omissions. First of all, there is the protagonist Song Wenbin. Although his name is Wenbin, he is a person with low academic qualifications. His family background is very typical: his parents believe that everything is inferior, only reading is good, and they look down on other ways out than reading. At the same time, his parents are obviously not the type to understand the protagonist. It is conceivable that the protagonist in this situation has been ridiculed and scolded countless times since childhood. This is a shackles on the protagonist: disapproval of mainstream concepts, or a shackles of society. Then why does the protagonist often not directly confront his parents, but would rather hold his breath? This is also criticized by many readers. My opinion is that first of all, it is the constraints of traditional culture, that is, "filial piety comes first", or simply the culture of foolish filial piety. At the same time, although the parents' incomprehension is shown in the article, the love side of his parents in his life for more than ten years (even in their own way) is invisible to the reader, but the protagonist knows it. Can he be as ruthless as the reader? These are the second shackles, cultural or ideological shackles. Finally, there is the most obvious and greatest impact on the protagonist - poverty, which is an economic shackles. What image does the protagonist under these three shackles have in society after losing his financial source? A low-educated person who chews on old people and poor people (laughs) naturally looks very humble. But the reason why the protagonist is the protagonist naturally has its shining points. First of all, low academic qualifications does not mean low culture. The protagonist dropped out of school very early to work in society. Judging from the way he solves problems, he is a person with rich experience, flexibility and principle. The experience and emotional intelligence of ordinary people are not enough to support his level of deception. This ability also created some unexpected plot directions in the first two dungeons. But the protagonist also has his own principles, which is to abide by the law (laughs). Judging from the description, the protagonist is actually a person with no big aspirations or ambitions, and just hopes to be able to be self-reliant (this is actually the case for most people, who have to do this under the pressure of life). It is possible that this book will be written later to show his transformation or the reasons for his low desire (just my guess). As for misogyny, this is just a gimmick to cater to live broadcasts and the trend of the times. The protagonist is not misogynistic, or does not hate women. What he hates is pastoral female rights and self-objectification of women. For example, the woman at the beginning is acting in a self-objectifying way - thinking about her sugar daddy. Ma Qiang's statement: Men only need to be responsible for making money. This is self-deprecation and being a tool. This is also what the former type of women want to see. My opinion on this aspect is that I support Comrade Li Desheng's statement. Then there is Huo Yu. Since many of her backgrounds are unclear at present, I think she is a capable and hard-working image of a strong woman who is not weaker than others. And, she is a rich woman (laughs). Finally, there is Sutina. This is a student and idealist who believes in the power of knowledge and science. She lives in an ivory tower and lacks understanding of society. There is a cunning side to his character, but he is also the most empathetic. And, this one is also self-reliant. Because the author wants to express some issues, this book is destined to not have some interesting parts. Finally, there are really few people reading this book.

As a reader who has been discouraged by this title many times, I finished reading the first season of Song Wenbin's Travels. To be honest, this book is still a minefield for me. I am a Catholic and a feminist (although this label has been completely deconstructed). I have been traveling alone since I was seventeen, and I graduated from high school and went to Nepal when I was eighteen. I don't want my description to be completely symbolic. My family, my mother gave birth to me very young, and then because my father had an affair, she took me to live alone, and then remarried. She is like Huo Yu. When she was young, she was very strong in dealing with people, sometimes a little neurotic, like those crazy women in John Cassavetes' movies, women who were driven crazy by life, men and daily trivial matters. When I was a child, I always despised her for being unseemly and quarreling over trivial matters in public places. Later, when I grew up, I understood that a woman cannot do this in her life, especially when she is at a low point in her life. In her frustrated life, as a child, I not only failed to provide emotional support, but stood against her. This is something that makes me sad when I think about it. I don't want to say that I am a feminist, but my friends and my life experiences have made me respect those girls who have endured trauma and lived a tenacious life. I also dislike those girls who climb branches. They are products of a patriarchal society and they are also traumatized without knowing it. But love, my faith teaches me not to judge others, but to love everyone, even strangers. One of my high school female classmates was sexually assaulted as a child and is still not out of the shadows. She is introverted, gluttonous and has low self-esteem. These and her bad family have been with her throughout her life. Someone was cheated on by her boyfriend, and her friends even told her that it was very common for boys to do this. I am not used to the harem in most online articles. The name of love erases the girl's personal characteristics and objectifies women. Under China's high-pressure education system, most men have no healthy experience in normal interactions with women. They are both misogynistic and thirsty for women. As for my faith, I am an acquired faith, and not many believers come from family faith. To be baptized, you need to attend classes for almost half a year, at least that's what I learned from the church. Of course, rural and remote Protestant churches may not be so strict. I have been exposed to materialist education since I was a child. I graduated from liberal arts and I am also an atheist. I was also arrogant and full of prejudice. But that was my personal experience. At a certain moment, more unspeakable experiences led me to the life I have today. I am very self-sufficient. I like this story, this story full of prejudice, arrogance and touching, just like our life, different people, different concepts, it is precisely because of the differences between people that countless chaotic and charming stories collide, and it is the understanding between people that touches people. This story reminds me of my own travels and life experiences. It is not as exciting as the story, but there is still a lot to write down that may impress others, but I don't want to share it here (laughs). No matter what, the strong ego of adults always allows us to read stories through personal filters, and when reading this book, it was like going back to when I was eight years old, sitting on the floor in Sisyphus Bookstore, reading Kim Yoong-soo's picture book about treasure hunting adventures around the world. I hope everyone can temporarily abandon reality during the journey of the story and enjoy this utopian story.

Maybe this is just a crazy article, but I really want it to bring me real philosophical satisfaction. Maybe I am just one of Wei Ning. The expression of Yan's life is not clear enough. I cannot understand Yan. I forcefully attach my own responsibility to Yan. I can't express this responsibility, it's probably "subjectivity". Without subjectivity, people will be at a loss in the world. The subjectivity I understand is the foundation of life, and it is the autonomy of living things from the environment. It is a double affirmation, affirming both the environment and its own existence. With subjectivity, living things can act. This is actually the answer to the three philosophical questions. Nothingness and ignorance are also the same kind of problems. Double affirmation is to break through nothingness and abstract one's own ideological spirit from excessive concreteness, which is to defeat ignorance. After all, the battle between spirit and spirit relies on thoughts, and strengthening oneself is to consolidate thoughts. (By the way, in the original version of I Am Legend, the mental problem Hoffa encountered in the chapter "The Dragon of the Heart" was called "ignorance", which seems to be the case. "Illity" is the answer of powerful wizards to nothingness. It is their spirit, while weak wizards are unable to face nothingness, so they are identified by their spiritual symbols. (Interestingly, "ignorance" became "nihility" in the second edition, which shows that this is the same problem) Each of the protagonists in Tangle's novels are independent and pure. Even Yan has achieved his own self in the book. Hoffa also conquered the void after defeating the dragon of the heart, giving meaning to life and getting out of the spiritual prison of the world. Reading Tangle's works is shaping myself. As a young person, I was greatly inspired by the characters. Jin Yan also hopes that readers can strengthen their own spirits through his works, at least not drown in emptiness and ignorance. What is the effect of reading this book? I believe that novels should not be about enlightenment from eminent monks, but about actual experiences. Even if they are to be exhaustive, the description of the process is necessary, otherwise it will be a structural problem. Actually, after I calmed down, I felt that I relied too much on the spirit of others. This ending was very abrupt for me, a loser, and I felt that the spirit of disgust was not fully expressed. But can the spirit of others ever satisfy oneself? For example, if you want to express disgust and refinement, isn't there not enough background and description in the postscript? Needless to say, "Yan is extraordinary". The special thing about this book is that it allowed me to experience a "dragon" soaring into the clouds and entering the water. It was so exciting and beautiful. The other side of me, from a layman's perspective, is crazy about the dragon's soaring into the clouds, and also feels pain and joy for the dragon's descent into the water. The value of this story goes beyond that! Not long ago I was suffering from mental problems. I was plagued by emptiness and ignorance. My Taoist heart collapsed once, and I never knew what I wanted to do. Slowly cultivating my recognition and love for the world was boring. I am like a baby. Once this naturally formed thing is lost, people don't know how to copy it. I am similar to Shen, but I am not world-weary, but have no sense of the existence of the world. After all, I am also highly myopic. And Teacher Qi Nanyan provided me with a different way of thinking. It turns out that your understanding of the world and yourself can be shaped through "play"! I was mad at the teacher, expressed myself, survived the challenges of my outlook on life, and achieved myself in some ways that I didn't understand. This process is all from the inside out and is self-reliant. I am different. I always hope to have a landmark event or achievement to affirm my spirit. This is actually Thaksin in consciousness. There is no need to be disgusted. He can do whatever he wants. Enlightenment is engraved in his thinking. He is more direct than me, so he can get out of schizophrenia. Therefore, he is a dragon and can "not care" about some things like Bach, whom I envy. Summary: Everyone will eventually face "nothingness". Even if you are born with firm beliefs and hobbies, philosophical questions are still inevitable, and there are no shortcuts. How to defeat nothingness, how to get rid of ignorance, disgust provides another method. The method is not important, the spirit and image are the original. Only with a good spirit can we use the method in thinking. Therefore, the image of disgust is another magic weapon. Finally, I excerpt one of my favorite words from the book: "Yes, just like now, I still remember that at that time, my grandfather once told me that the most thorough way to destroy a person is to let him go to high places and then fall down hard. He said that no one can withstand such a blow. The one who can withstand is not a human, but a dragon, the dragon among men. So, do you know, what did I see in the Qiantang River?" Happy Year of the Dragon! ! !

In fact, the author's books have always had one characteristic, that is, the characters in them are pure and idealized symbols. Hoffabach is rational and indifferent, so he can start exercising from the orphanage and has strong control over the transformation technique, but this also creates a feeling of emptiness, which needs Akela's passionate emotions to make up for it. Yuan Luo is nature, so he has a primitive strong body and quick reaction speed, but he also has obsession and excessive persistence. He will choose to leave if he disagrees with him, and he will choose to work for Lei because of a problem. Qianchen is precise, direct, and has a mechanical aura, so he has strong combat power and accurate judgment. In addition to this, there is Ray's pure ideal kindness and Jilia's perfect stone statue. The creation of these characters reflects the author's personality. He is an ideal person, so he creates very pure characters. What is the role of pureness? Yes, the biggest role is to provide logic. Compared with ordinary cool novels, the protagonist is strong for no reason, because of luck, decisiveness, and kindness, but why? Why is it such a person? The ultimate purity, a symbol with shortcomings, provides the answer to this question: because I (Song, Yuanluo, Qianchen) are pure enough. The protagonist is a symbol, he represents something, so he has great strength and corresponding shortcomings. Song represents the display of false self-image in modern live broadcasts, so he is good at creating false images and making waves, but he also has a desire for the gaze of others. Without the gaze of others to expose his true self, he feels at a loss. Symbols, images, metaphors. This is the biggest and most unique thing about the author.

It's really interesting to scroll back after catching up on the updates. The heroines hate the boring Song Wenbin, and they also hate the Song Wenbin who has achieved nothing They want the teacher who is humorous and successful, but they do not want the teacher who is cold and ruthless The living fish cannot detect it, or it can be said that it detects it but does not want to help Song Wenbin, who is actually inferior, sensitive, timid, and insecure Green Tea is aware of it But trying to force Song Wenbin to become confident and strong can make her rely on her, but she underestimated Song Wenbin's inferiority level, and the distance from Song Wenbin became farther and farther. Two stupid women, Song Wenbin is the kind of stinky child who just sits there obediently, waiting for others to pick him up, but the two stupid women have become pretentious at this time, tmd why are you not coquettish when the teacher asks Song Wenbin to come out? What will the little kid do before someone comes to pick him up? Pretending to be cold to protect herself Song Wenbin wrapped himself in a thick protective layer, with no weaknesses on the outside and a teacher who could do anything he wanted Originally, the shell was gradually peeled off during the previous season, but Teacher Song later discovered that what they wanted was not Song Wenbin, but the Song Wenbin that existed in their imaginations, a fictional Song Wenbin who was omnipotent, but Song Wenbin was just Song Wenbin. Originally, Song Wenbin was nostalgic for his old relationship, and was constantly trying to make amends for himself. He wanted to make himself feel that it was his problem, and deceived himself and others that they liked the bad boy Song Wenbin. But if the two women were heartbroken, the gift of the live fish was not important. Until the last straw fell, Song Wenbin put on his old coat again, and maybe because he felt cold, the clothes were also thicker.

The first season is very good, with an average score of 8.6 Out of 10 The second season can only watch India. It takes a sharp turn after the peak, the universe is completely bad, the plot has a peak but it is still a bad ending, and the dragon chapter has no content and only emotional drama. The emotional line of the novel is very tortuous. If you are interested, you can jump directly to the four-character chapter with the dragon at the end. The ending is only an open ending, so I won't go into details. The male protagonist has no problems, except for the mental illness. But I don't care about the live broadcast. I have no fan base, no blog, and no familiar fans. I have no good impression of the live broadcast and am only burdened. The biggest fan didn't know about it until later. It's natural for someone like him to be filled with heroines. But he can only be in heat, and every part of the male and female emotions in the previous part are like being in heat, and he doesn't express his feelings until the end. As for the evaluation of the heroine: Until Chapter 10, half of the people wished there was no heroine, it's that simple. And the villain of this book has a terrible ending. Originally, the company had a very high profile, selecting stars at will, unlimited activities, and cooperating with domestic and foreign companies, until the villain appeared and turned into a clown. The most three-dimensional and stable character in this book is Director Bao, followed by Ning Ning. We need to see it from their perspective. In addition, the author likes to leave blank spaces. For example, conflicts between the heroines often occur, and then things suddenly get better in the next chapter, which you cannot see.

This book is especially suitable for virgins who have not been able to fully reconcile with themselves and have never been in love When reading, pay attention to feeling emotions rather than focusing on logic It is really good and recommended.

Currently seeing the end of Korea. I originally thought it was a cool article by a novice, but it was not. I thought it was a fake publication. The writing format basically follows the five-act format, which is very stable. Africa's top gear, Caribbean desert island survival. In the Korean chapter, the three of them even took three lines to write three questions. The male protagonist Shoe, Yu Ge's company dog, and Baimao took the Korean government line. The smooth switching of multi-line narratives without losing sight of one thing is really good. In the end, the story line ended and the three people came together and the conflict broke out. And there are really a lot of small details. The characters are very detailed. For example, the male protagonist used a tissue to wipe the blood on the GTR in that state. Brother Yu learned that the company's employees often had to work overtime until two or three o'clock and said that no one was allowed to leave before 12 o'clock (as long as they stayed until 12 o'clock, they could leave). I actually have a lot of ideas, but typing on my phone is too strenuous. The only reason why this book is not popular may be the level of readers and the starting audience.

In the early and middle stages, it was mustard-flavored potato chips that had a stimulating taste, with poisonous and explosive points that made you want to stop eating. The second season started in India and turned from adventure to emotional drama. My evaluation of this section is chocolate-flavored shit. Teacher Yan can never break up with each other, and the male and female protagonists pull each other like constipation. There is nothing outstanding about the plot. I only watched it because it looked so good at the beginning.        ， It's a pity that after waiting for a whole book, it ended up feeling a bit bland. I'm still quite disappointed, it's not like the feeling this book gave me at the beginning.        ，， Maybe it's just what Teacher Yan said. I was also held hostage by anger while reading this book.        ，，，''，'' hh        ，

The South American volume is indeed stiff. In order to describe the struggle of the male protagonist, the two female protagonists have completely become plot tools. In the case where there are previous plots rather than unit dramas, the exaggerated writing style of the drama amplifies the sense of fragmentation in reading.

After reading one or two hundred chapters, I felt like I was eating the most out of each volume just for this idea and the sublimation at the end of the volume. The author's characterization basically only changes at the end of the volume when it is sublimated. In the volume, it is completely based on the setting at the beginning, with basically no improvement. The most inconsistent thing in the whole text is Huo Yu. Without the author's repeated reminders, it would be completely unimaginable that she is a security director of a large company. It is estimated that the author also arranged it casually for her unscrupulousness. The only Korean volume that can highlight her image as a supervisor has become a one-man show for the protagonist. It can only be said that there is a reason why the author's book has not been popular.

​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​] Generally speaking, novels are either good at adventure plots and weak in emotional drama; or they are good at emotional dramas but light in adventure plots. However, this novel is very well written in terms of both adventure and emotion. The pull and spin between the two points seems to distort time and space, giving people a dizzying sense of enjoyment, but also a sense of division and emptiness. Song's dramatic plot from the explosion to the collapse of the house is reminiscent of the story of Icarus in Greek mythology. Icarus flew higher and higher with wings made of wax and feathers, but the wax on his wings melted by the sun, and he eventually fell into the sea and died. The same is true for Song Dynasty. He worked crazily again and again, bringing unprecedented program effects, but fell back to real life again and again, and finally struggled towards the collapse of the house. Such a story of ups and downs will indeed give people a feeling of ice and fire.        ，，"，，""，，，，"， Now looking at it from the perspective of mythology, I suddenly have a different feeling. Shen's words are somewhat similar to a plot in the ancient myth of Yu and Shun. In the myth, Shun's family harmed him and asked him to repair the barn, and took the opportunity to set fire to the barn. Shun jumped from the roof of the barn with two bamboo hats and was protected by the gods. This paragraph has the meaning of "go to a high place and then fall down"; and Shun later became emperor, and in later generations, the dragon became the exclusive symbol of emperors, which is in line with the meaning of "dragon among men". With this analogy, Shen's words are much easier to understand. It turns out that this kind of thing has been done by ancients. In addition to Shen's passage, the last volume is unexpectedly similar to Shun's story in that both have enemies who persecute the protagonist for profit, the protagonist is tested and attacked, and the protagonist's success process: Shun is framed by his relatives, and Song is framed by Shen; Shun's relatives successively burned down the barn and sent Shun was buried in a well, while Song was trapped in a cave by Shen's design, and later the scandal was exposed; Shun survived two catastrophes, while Song survived a physical test (surviving for three days in a cave), a mental test (public opinion collapsed), and a life-threatening test (being hit by a fanatical fan). Perhaps, this is because there are always some common elements originating from the collective subconscious in stories from ancient to modern times, right? That's why there are these similarities. Another interesting coincidence is that in some versions of the myth, Shun received help from Emperor E and Nv Ying to pass the test. For example, when Shun was digging a well, the two women asked him to wear "dragon work" to dig the well (Yuan Ke speculated that the dragon work might be clothes with dragon patterns on them. This can't help but think of Huo Yu's dragon tattoo. (All related to the dragon totem), when his family wanted to bury Shun alive in the well, Shun escaped with his "dragon work"; and the plot of the novel is that Song, Huo Yu, and Su Tina dived from the shaft and were trapped in the cave. Huo used a chocolate kiss to save Song, and Song saw Huo's dragon tattoo, but was finally rescued by the rescue team.        ，，，🤡        ，，，，， I can only say that the author wrote it very well and the story is interesting from different angles.

By the end, it was really good, except that I didn't know the follow-up to the letter. (I must have missed it) I was a little depressed in the later stages, but the ending was the best. I was very excited when I saw Song Heyan at the end, and the previous depression was finally released. This book is very addictive. Once you get into it, you can't stop. I stayed up two nights to read it. In the end, I was like the people in the book, hoping to see Yan (Song) again and watch their three thrilling adventures. I really want to read the extra! Finally, the author may have had some side jobs before 🙂

It's well written, and the first two story designs and writing styles have the flavor of old American southern folklore documentaries. Except for the introduction at the beginning which is a bit too fun and makes people feel a bit cliche, the rest can be said to be at the fairy level. I have just finished reading the third volume. The story of Seoul is a climax. The rhythm of the plot of this book is very high, the plot has natural ups and downs, the writing is sufficient, and the characters have sufficient tension. I just don't understand why I order monthly tickets so much. In my opinion, the level of this book is transplanted to popular themes in parallel, and it has the opportunity to become a god in one book (after all, apart from those recognized good books, the novels at the top of Qidian's monthly ticket sales list are more or less dull, and some of them can't even control their own plots, and they can still get tens of thousands of monthly tickets a month). I hope the author can keep writing. This level is very rare and I will definitely finish it.

Tensionous, absurd, spicy, speculative, mispronounced, wrongly named, not enough toilet paper

Just keep it and it will be finished. It is a great novel. It is one of the novels that impressed me the most (there are only 2 novels in total). The interaction between Song, Yu and Su fascinates me. This is why I like this book. I hope the next one will be like this 😭😭😭

After finishing the first volume, I have just started reading the second volume. Let me give you my opinion How to put it? What I saw in the first volume is an excellent protagonist He has his own thoughts and cognition, knows how to advance and retreat, is brave and resourceful, and at the same time has a certain brilliance. Although the first volume has some flaws in various places, it does not affect the perception At the same time, the end of the first volume also leaves enough suspense and contradiction to establish the character What then? The second volume advances the plot. The story unfolds in an extremely inferior way. It is full of deceit, blindness, and ignorance. Up to this point, the hesitation and cowardice shown by the protagonist I still think it is because the word family is too big, so he is confused Then after the second volume was officially launched, I overturned the above sentence I even suspected that it was written by someone else The characters in the first volume are so excellent. The second volume is more crotch Lost humanity, lost a lot, lost animality Lost everything I couldn't see the slightest bit of animality in the protagonist. He is like a dog that has been domesticated for thousands of years, with the word loyalty engraved in his bones A survival game within the rules. Others use violence to destroy. He blends into this ridiculous class without any resistance. Even the actions he made made me laugh. Ah, the main story of Q is just that. A remnant of thoughts, a pure failure. Even the unreasonable remuneration in the middle showed a decline in intelligence that didn't make me hate him so much I'll put it down for now. I plan to read the first few books mentioned in the comments before making an evaluation The rubbish here is really worth reading

It's good, but not enough. This is one of the few novels that makes me want to spend money to read it. It's worth it and it's exciting enough.

Wearing the cloak of magical realism, we are engaged in magical and weird adventures, but there is always only one real main line: Song's inner contradiction. I like this way of writing from the big to the small and then from the small to the big.           ，            ，，： He is not a failure, he is already the envy of many people. Even if he is no longer disgusted, can the light of the past dissipate? The sun can set, but everyone knows that he has risen before, and he has won too much.                                                                                                                                                                                         Life is not a multiple-choice question, why not if you can obviously want them all? Why not do it if you can obviously do it? Why can't I cross that line? Lower the bottom line and usher in success; stick to your dignity and have nothing.             ，；，；，，，，，，， There are as many such people in the vast sea of ​​people as there are sands in the Sahara Desert.             ，，             ，，，，，，，， He did not reconcile, but found the dragon in the end. The dragon has disappeared during the search process. After all, the dragon "only hears its sound but never sees its trace", just like an adolescent boy. Song finally passed his adolescence at the age of three.

Susu

This book is really fascinating, and it is one of the strangest books I have read online in so many years. A misogynist is a slut. If he still misogies women, he hates the teacher; but if he stops hating women, he is just a slut. The persona is definitely fake, but the persona is real. If persona becomes the backbone of a person, the false part of the persona becomes true and the true part of the person becomes false. The real part of the character is fake, and the real part is boring. Who doesn't have a bit of drama addiction? Who is willing to admit that he is an illiterate person who watches TikTok every day? We originally identify ourselves in the eyes of others. The kind of self-identification without the help of external eyes is itself an absurd core that resists cognition. When the false is true, the true is also false, and when the true is false, the false is also true.

I started pursuing the author's books after reading "Solar System, Alienation". I really like those absurd and crazy stories. The other book didn't suit my taste so I didn't read it. When I saw a new book, I read the latest chapter in one go. I saw some book friends said that they thought this book was not very reasonable, but it's actually quite interesting, isn't it? This absurd expression seems to be justified but not justified. Three people, three modes of thinking, but why do we have to rely on the protagonist to solve problems that cannot be solved most of the time? Because he is the one who has received the least discipline. Huo Yu has a bad temper, but her behavior in a civilized society is actually abiding by the rules. If she doesn't give in, she can't occupy such a large territory, let alone a college student, but what about the protagonist? He is not as familiar with rules as Huo Yu (this is my subjective assumption, I think Huo Yu should be very clear about some policies and unspoken rules and regulations in the company), nor is he a know-it-all like a college student, so he is used to taking the wrong approach and using all means to achieve his goals. But he is also a young man, a young man whose blood is not cold yet and who is still confused. He is not a cold-blooded old man (his uncle and the director) whose thinking has been solidified after decades of hard work. You can even find some resonance with him, although you may not necessarily have his experience, and you may not be able to use various "abstract and nonsense" methods to solve those crises. Readers can be brought in but quickly pulled out. A young man who has a charade - a cult leader (crossed out), a great orator, and a MAX talent - but only has this charade. Even the misogyny is only due to the needs of the fans. For such a young man, it is so interesting to watch him do all kinds of fucked-up tasks on absurd trips. Oh, my friend, this is so interesting.

It was recommended from Chiji's official account. Maybe I'm not suitable for this kind of road story. I endured it and read the first volume. What I felt from the article was a huge sense of tearing. An anchor with millions of fans was willing to risk his life to participate in this show for a mere 100,000. The most important thing is that he didn't know anything about the show. He had good observation skills, but he signed the contract stupidly. He saved Su's life, but then turned around and Su teamed up to deceive the protagonist's parents.

It looks very retarded. It creates conflicts forcibly, and the character feels quite green tea.