The Unloved Child

I guess I was lucky because I was born; I guess I'm unlucky because I'm not expected to: I thought I was loved, but I didn't feel it; Many people will always have obsessions when they live in this world, but what am I still expecting? This is my path leading to despair, a path that erases all my obsessions, and it tells the story of my life. My whole life, I am just looking for a way back.