I Am the Real Person of Yuding

I don't like red clothes, because I'm afraid that it will remind me of many people, and I will think of that high-spirited young man who never returned with a halberd and a horse riding in the snow... I don't like darkness, because I'm afraid that I won't be able to see that person's face in the darkness. The music of the piano enters my dream, and the candlelight lights up. I have some expectations at that moment... I don't like wind and snow, because the wind and snow buried too many dead bones, and those who wanted to protect me and those I wanted to protect were not kept in the end... Once upon a time, there was an emperor. He asked me to take a look at the world for him. I never understood what he was thinking. Later, I saw with my own eyes that he was drowning in the sea of fire with a little fox in his arms... Later, I traveled between the three rivers and the five mountains, and saw all the wars and chaos in the world. I thought maybe I could make some changes, but I didn't expect that I couldn't save all the people in the world because they were displaced... When I met an emperor again, I told him that he wanted to be a good emperor, so he conquered the six kingdoms and conquered eight wastelands. Finally, he looked at me and asked, "Can I ask for this kind of growth?" I looked at him and said: "Absurd!" … I raised my head and looked into the distance. My disciple asked me why I looked so confused. I told him that the rocks in the distance looked like monkeys. Later, Sanzang was busy studying for scriptures, and every time the monkey called Master, there was a trace of sadness in his eyes... Li Bai raised a glass to invite Guang Han, and I secretly told him what an immortal looks like, so the three of them were shadowed under the moon, and the galaxy overwhelmed the boat... Later, there was a young man at the border fortress. He was unwilling to give up. He leaned over and asked me how to defeat the enemy. I pointed to the sand dunes not far away...