After Being Abducted: Am I the Murderer of My Father?

I was originally the legitimate daughter of a general, but I was kidnapped in my infancy. I was controlled by poisonous insects and brainwashed by hatred. I became a sharp blade pointed at my biological father. Everyone knows that I am a puppet being manipulated. Only I know it. Every moment I am conscious, I am playing tricks on me. Pretending to carry out revenge orders, secretly collecting evidence of the enemy's crimes, just to avenge the real culprit behind his mother's tragic death. My revenge failed, and I fell into the abyss, but was rescued by the mother of Shang Li with all her life. In the end, I succeeded in taking revenge and lived in seclusion in the city. I never thought that the person who was persistently pursuing me would still find me. Under the puppet's skin is an unyielding soul; above the blood feud, there is finally a place of warmth. This time, she is no longer a killing tool. She must tear the shackles with her own hands and guard them for the rest of her life.