The Girl's Thoughts in the Diary

Girls born in the 1980s and almost 90s, who are cheerful and optimistic in appearance but sensitive and delicate in heart, have been recording their inner thoughts in diaries since junior high school. You have to count the boys you have had a crush on. You are longing for love, but you are afraid of being hurt. Because she has many sisters and is the eldest, she didn't get much love from her parents since she was a child. This lack of care turned into a yearning for love. I like boys who have a particularly good-looking smile, and I like boys who are optimistic and a little melancholic. The first diary was bought for me by my grandma. I actually got it by begging her. My parents were away from home all year round, and I stayed at relatives' houses for the three years of junior high school. In my second year of junior high school, I lived at my grandma's house. I slowly began to pay attention to life and have my own thoughts. This may be because I woke up late. There are some things that no one talks about, so I have to write them down while studying, as a way of talking. The listener is silent, but it relieves my sorrow.