Kill Novelist

If my life were divided into good and evil, maybe I should be grateful, maybe I should be proud, because I have been kind for twenty-three and a half years. But I am also struggling, because there is still a year and a half of good and evil coexisting. As for the last year and a half… Please forgive me, my body was controlled by evil thoughts, and I gradually fell into the abyss of pain and sin from which I could not extricate myself.