After Entering Shuangwen, the Hero Asked Me to Rebel

Chu Meng once passed through the book and became a cool and cold female general who looked down upon the scheming male protagonist Gu Yan. You must know that in the original work, Chu Meng was plotted by the male protagonist because she did not stand in line when seizing the throne. She died with thousands of arrows piercing her heart. It was extremely tragic. Chu Meng felt extremely tormented and uncomfortable, thinking... "As of now, I can only hug the male protagonist's thigh tightly and stand firmly in support of the male protagonist. As long as the male protagonist's aura is around, he can probably shine on me. It's not that I am timid. Who makes the male protagonist a top-notch scheming boss? I can't do it without hugging him!" But... Something doesn't seem right! Doesn't the male protagonist have no emotional line? Why do you insist on adding a love line between me and the male protagonist? Why does the sinister male protagonist mutate into a loyal little puppy and pamper me as he pleases? No matter how much I try to persuade him, he won't listen? Chu Meng: "This is wrong! My ultimate mission is to kill him!" As a result, when she killed him for the first time, Gu Yan kissed her and she was so frightened that she dropped her knife and failed to kill him! The second time he killed him, Gu Yan happily asked if he wanted to take a bath together. She was shocked by his shamelessness and failed again. After N times! Gu Yan actually married her?