Death of Hope

Published on 2024-12-26 22:22 | Public Chapter Running a happy family requires half a lifetime of efforts by the whole family, and it only takes one day for a family to be broken. Dear readers and friends, hello everyone, I am the author of this article, Tianmo Jiehuo: On the 14th of this month, I encountered the biggest setback in my life. My father was knocked down by a takeaway electric car. He suffered multiple fractures throughout his body and brain damage. Bleeding, in a vegetative state... Such a sudden disaster, my mother couldn't support it, and fell ill... I am an only child, with few relatives at home, so I can only rely on myself, my cousins, and the caregivers I hired to take care of me. At such a desperate moment... My body also alarmed... I could only take painkillers to hold on... My employer and I took a long leave, I had to take care of my parents, and I had to contact the rehabilitation hospital... There were too many bills waiting for me to pay, too many births. The death decision is waiting for me to sign, I need to hire a lawyer to sue Meituan, I need to repay the loan, and I need to maintain the car and house... As for returning to work and life, it is far away... Just the day before my father's accident, our family was still expecting Looking forward to next week's dinner party, looking forward to Christmas, looking forward to the Spring Festival, looking forward to the beauty of the coming year... And now... In the northern winter, on a cold night with a cold wind, I am alone, squatting on the steps eating instant noodles, waiting to change shifts with the nurse, Looking at my hair falling out in handfuls... Looking at the photos of my family on my phone... Exhaustion, despair, depression... How ironic, the name of this novel collection has almost become a portrayal of my real life. Although my writing style is rather sad and depressive, I am usually quite sunny and happy. I like fitness, playing rugby, playing games, watching movies, delicious food, and helping people install computers... Hey... But now... Seeing all the good hopes disappearing little by little... How can I still find the feeling of happiness... ... After reading this, you must think that I am saying goodbye to you, Yes, and no... The strange thing is... Despite it being so miserable, in my heart... I still plan to finish this book, but I plan to update it slower... I even plan to continue writing new books after surviving this wave... Is this... Sense? I don't know... Now I am haggard, my whole body is sore, and my head is gray with worry... I feel like... Maybe I am a little depressed and going crazy... I am trying my best to find a reason for myself... Find one The reason for continuing to write this work... If my father failed to wake up and my mother left me... I would also fall, and my family would be ruined... Maybe... This would be my last work (wry smile) I don't want to leave everyone with the impression of a dead eunuch. My life has been mediocre... I am just a clerk in the IT technology industry... I always pretend to be a social cow, have many friends, and have a wild life... But in fact, except for my family, I have nothing... And now, I am about to lose everything... I wrote These unpopular articles... Not for fame, not for profit, just to leave their own traces in this world... Prove that I, Tianmo Jiehuo, an ordinary citizen of Tianjin, I have existed... Had a literary dream... My only wish to all readers Request, Please remember... There was a person like me, There was such a small and transparent writer at the beginning... Addiction, poor skills, poor writing, but I kept writing... I am not willing to... I have a dream... I exist... I existed... Devil Fire Tribulation 2024.12.26 Night Finally, I wish everyone happiness and peace, Be careful of fatal electric cars... I have seen too many tragedies in the hospital these days... I also wish that I can withstand this disaster, no longer be depressed, and usher in a new life...

I wish you all a happy old age and a safe life. I am barely able to do it at the moment, but for the time being... I have survived. I have been in despair for more than a month and I don't want to experience it a second time. Let me just complain; My father was hit by a takeaway electric car and suffered multiple fractures, contusions, and cerebral hemorrhage. He went from a critical condition in the ICU to a vegetative state in the brain surgery ward, and then to a state of intellectual disability in the orthopedic ward where he was unable to take care of himself. After two surgeries, repeated insertion and removal of gastric and urinary tubes, he was transferred to a rehabilitation hospital to start rehabilitation treatment, which mainly used hyperbaric oxygen to promote the recovery of brain nerves. The courier boy who bumped into my father has not even apologized or compensated a penny. Because I called the police and couldn't get medical insurance, I had to pay for everything out of my own pocket. I had already spent hundreds of thousands, and there was nothing I could do. Give up my illusions, prepare for a fight, hire a lawyer and prepare for a lawsuit. I'll leave it to fate to see how much loss I can recover. What is going on in this world? The perpetrators act as if nothing happened and no one punishes them, and the victims run into obstacles everywhere (wry smile) Blessings never come in pairs when they follow the path, and misfortunes never come alone. The rope is cut at the smallest detail, and misfortune only picks out the poor. My mother is also ill. Her old illness has relapsed, and she is depressed and hopeless. The heating at home is leaking, and the unit is on fire. Those who owe my father money take the opportunity to default on their debts, adding insult to injury. Oh my god, how many sins have I done in my previous life, so what if I was treated like this... As for... Despite this, I, was not knocked down, overcame many difficulties, threw away stocks and finance, collected investments, and managed to maintain a decent life without selling off real estate. Nursing staff were hired to take care of the parents in shifts. With unremitting efforts, the mother was cured and discharged. I brought my father back from the brink of death, and then returned to a vegetative state, and now he has recovered to the point where he can say my name (PS: The TV series is true, car accidents can really cause amnesia, verified by personal experience) As for myself, conservative treatment with medicine has alleviated blood clots, and alleviated insomnia and depression. Cleaning up the sewage, repairing the heating, repairing the house, taking a long leave from work, driving between hospitals, banks, police stations, and law firms every day... This New Year, other people have family reunions to eat, drink and have fireworks, but my family can only spend it in the ward. My New Year's Eve dinner is a bucket of instant noodles that cost seven yuan. Hey, think about it now, difficult, too difficult. It's so tiring to live. Fortunately, everything is getting better, I am still alive, and I still have a chance to make a comeback. Today, the third day of the Lunar New Year, after taking over the shift with the nurse, I could even squeeze out a little time to code. Why do you do this? Wouldn't it be better to catch up on some sleep, get a pedicure, get a massage, and relax during this little time? What gives me the motivation to miss my author account? This is the valuable support given to me by readers. I am not alone. Some people like to read what I write. Even though my writing is not good, some people also like my dark and gloomy writing style! My life is meaningful! Heavenly Demon Tribulation Fire is here, giving you all clasped fists and hands, wishing you a happy old age. I will definitely live up to expectations, get through this, finish this book, and start a new one! PS: After experiencing so much misfortune, I have even more reason to take a knife to my heart (bad smile) Look, I can still send out emojis, and I can still smile evilly. Go and ask a psychiatrist tomorrow. You don't need to take those damn antidepressants anymore.

The application for 1.28 Million words failed. It seems that there is no hope of signing the contract. It doesn't matter. Writing is my hobby. I just ask the big brothers and sisters in the review team not to always target me 😒

Character setting, Corporate Warrior, Alpha Task Force Breaker, Mrs. Lynch, Sigurdlifa

I was notified that the latest chapter was revised and rejected after two drafts. It gave me a headache, and it was not reviewed by a machine, but manually. I felt like I was being targeted. Why are you staring at me, a free author? It was so annoying. I went home and continued to revise.

From fgo

We see that now, the federal government is completely corrupt. The military is reselling arms, and several major conglomerates control the political world. One legendary veteran of the Federation cannot solve the problem. I suddenly found that there seems to be only one person who can save all this, and that is—The Emperor

Will there be golden toilets, four vendors, and corn essence in the Terran government? 😁

Ah, this author, you can consider striving for daily updates, even if you write one article every day, it will be easier to be recommended. Your last book was really good, but the results were poor due to various reasons, which is so regrettable.

Don't write the heroine off, she is too innocent. I can't bear to die😢.