When I Fell in Love with Mr. Virgo

I am a lonely Scorpio. I hate loneliness and enjoy it at the same time. Living alone is too lonely, and living with two people is too noisy. Using extra time to maintain a relationship that I don't know the answer to is a gamble in itself. I have lived in this world in a muddle for more than 20 years. I feel that I really don't care about love anymore. I think it is a good choice to live alone until I grow old. However, after I met my Mr. Virgo, I overturned all the rules I had adhered to for many years. I thought I might really suffer from love.