Press the Button to Grow Up

A girl's growth process in a family of four. The daughter who has longed for the love of her parents since she was a child has always thought that her parents love her. From ignoring her when sitting around and talking when she returned home from kindergarten, to being afraid of falling in love as an adult, not knowing how to work, and then being able to barely support herself, after thinking again and again, she finally understood: It turns out that everything is just because I am a girl! It was just a matter of favoring boys over girls. After a year of shock, six years of poor sleep, and a year of drinking Chinese medicine prescribed by my mother, I was not willing to be so decadent. In the same year, I used my college English as a stepping stone to society, and passed the written test and interview to become a teacher in a tutoring institution! After going through several institutions and a school, she grew up, but the quarrels with her family never stopped. It wasn't until one morning after get off work that she exchanged greetings with her old classmate's sister, who was in the same unit, and something happened that made her feel the differences between people, the distance between herself and others, and the distance between herself and society. When I got home, my legs that usually felt twisted had found a comfortable pace. After returning home for a few days, I had several brief video conversations with my mother. Although my mother was there, I never wanted to go home again. I don't want to go home and meet my father to argue with him or listen to him argue. It feels so good to grow up. It's no longer like living in a dream, and it's no longer unbearable to bear the pain. I feel like I've left the home that I can't live without, and I've opened the invisible door between her and the world!