Dangerous First Love

At the age of 17, in my senior year of high school, I met Jiang Ling. He is tall and good-looking. He is not a good student. But I love him. There is no way around it. Am I too greedy? Why can't the world allow me to have what I should do and what I want at the same time? Jiang Ling, I thought the time had come for us to go both ways, but I didn't know it would never happen in this life.