My Memory Is Not Sealed

I never thought that one day a beautiful fate would suddenly fall from the sky, but I wished it had never come. When I was killing everyone in the game, I met the person that others were thinking about. Others were busy and screaming, but I was patronizing the hens (I don't know) When I was pumping my fists in the gym, I met him with other people's eyes full of eyes. Others were trying to smile to attract attention, but I covered my face and wished he was blind :) If God you are really giving me a marriage instead of killing it, then I beg you: Please invite him to come to me someday when I wear long hair, a skirt, foundation, lipstick, pretending to be weak and shy!