The White Moonlight at the Top of Her Heart

[The beginning of N is the present, P is the past] The two lines alternate, just to find a regret. The crowd dispersed, and half of the joy was just a trace of how it came. Under that dim streetlight, there was a young man who once shouted Yan Huohuo's name and made a show of it—— Later, this scene was remembered by Yan Huohuo for ten years. In these ten years, Yan Huohuo has been looking for the shadow in this memory, never stopping. When the corridor of time slowly advanced, the picture was frozen at this moment. At that moment, Yan Huohuo truly knew that he had been missed by another person he had never met for his whole life. For Ruan Xunji, the little girl he met when he was ten years old was the best light he had ever seen in the whole world. But later on, during the staggered time, everyone slowly moved forward with the burden on them, with nowhere to hide. That day, Yan Huohuo gave Ruan Xunji a letter. The last sentence of the letter was: "It would be best..." What's best? Ruan Xunji looked up at the blue sky, as if he knew the answer.