The Clouds Come and Go, They All Look Like You

People come and go, people who have secretly liked each other can sit together and talk and laugh, but those who have been deeply entangled can only forget about the past.

"All my arrogance comes from my inferiority, all my heroism comes from my inner weakness, and all my plausibility comes from my heart full of doubts. I pretend to be ruthless, but in fact I hate my own deep feelings. I thought the meaning of life was to wander around in exile, but in fact it was just to cover up that I have not found a place I am willing to stop yet." The words do not convey the meaning.