My Love Before I Was Twenty

This is my own love, a love when I was young. I always felt that I was sincere, so I devoted myself wholeheartedly. The last few chapters are the words and feelings I wrote to him and myself every day. Looking back on it many years later, it still hurts the same, and my heart is still as uncomfortable as it was then. I spent a few more days to calm down my mood. When I was writing, I really cried while writing, crying like a child, and then I spent the whole night thinking about the good times he and I had, and those memories, and I couldn't get over it no matter what. People, I don't know how good it is to be nostalgic! Still bad? I trapped myself in the past, but the only thing that has changed now is that I will no longer recall that period. I couldn't sleep at night, I couldn't eat anymore, and that kind of pain was enough once. This is my first love that I felt was unforgettable for more than 2 years. You can also share your first love with me. Telling it may make you feel better.