Flowers Fall and Tea Blooms

There are many things that cannot be understood without experiencing them. Books teach knowledge and stories make people understand the truth, but true understanding is never due to a certain corporal punishment or a certain beating. More suffering is mixed in life. Naturally, if you live for a long time, you will not feel sad because you can't eat sugar, because all living beings are suffering, and ignorant anger and complaints will only end up with glass shards on the floor. When I was 4 years old, my mother and I returned to my hometown in the west from the south of the Yangtze River. My grandmother kept me with force. From then on, my mother became the white moonlight in my heart. This alienation lasted until I was eighteen years old. At the age of 8, I am enduring and healing my childhood injuries. I promise myself that within my ability, I will always love the world, punish the raped and support the weak, and even if I can't do it, I will never stand aside. When I was 15 years old, I walked through that corridor unintentionally and missed saving a tragedy. Everything since then has been related to this. At the age of 17, a young man is like a fish swimming against the current to find himself and add a light to his life. From then on, he learned to love life and have a measure of progress and retreat. At the age of 18, I stumbled through the four seasons, lost spring, lost summer, survived the cool autumn, but just became a summer insect, unable to speak, unable to be greedy, unable to stay. I would rather become fragments of time than look back on my life, with only a barren land full of wreckage. Times have changed, things have changed and people have changed, who can blame whom? My hometown in the south of the Yangtze River, I'm just waiting for my white deer