Being Young Is No Longer a Different Life

I am young and ignorant, and blindly entangled. Is it attachment or dependence? I was repeatedly rejected and my heart was hurt, but I still moved forward bravely. I am no longer young anymore, and I suddenly realize that I have no destiny after all, so I have to let it go, but it is still a light in my heart, illuminating the black and white life and guiding me to a different life.