If I Hadn't Been Thirty

We will probably only have one favorite in our lives. When Zhang Wenyuan loved me, he said that as long as I look back, he will always be there. When Zhang Wenyuan left, he said that people always move forward, and no one will always stay behind to accompany another person. You see, he has said all the good and bad things. I was the only one holding on to this unbearable tenderness, licking the wounds over and over again the night he left. First person perspective, silly and sweet heroine vs. Gentle and modest hero, there may be real-life plot substitutions (try to update daily)