
We Will Not Get Lost for the Rest of Our Lives
余生我们不走丢
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- Modern Romance
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[The sentence that impresses you with the smell of your favorite cigarette]
I have been catching up on the latest in the past few days, and I really have a lot of feelings. Originally, I don't watch female videos, but I really enjoyed reading this book. When I saw this paragraph in this article: "I used to speak loudly when I was young. I can't help God or God in this life. I won't let anyone tell me whether I am wrong or right. I have no regrets." (Chapter 112, paragraph 3) It really made me feel a lot in an instant. We used to be very passionate, and we used to wear bright clothes and angry horses, but time eventually throws us away, and now we can no longer act on our impulses. Each of us may have experienced Meng Chuan'er's experience. We have all gone through hardships and cried in the dark. Growth often occurs after hardships. Torture always makes people mature overnight. Sometimes we will inevitably become what we hated when we were young, but as long as our inner yearning for life and its most authentic yearning has not faded, we will still be that young man after all. Finally, I wish Meng Chuaner can go through a thousand sails without regrets and gain true happiness. I also wish the author a better and better novel. I read the author's book for the first time and it is really good.
Meng Chuaner, listen to meA simple book review
I was attracted by the Golden Alliance, and I haven't read much yet, so I'll tell you my feelings first The last time I read such a niche book was a male video, maybe two or three years ago, but coincidentally, the first thing that attracted me was the female protagonist, and they also have a kind of wildness After reading a few more chapters, I suddenly had something to say. I used to think that love meant being nice to her, but now that I think about it, it's so silly. Love doesn't just require words. Being nice to her is also conditional. It's like when it rains and you want to pick her up with an umbrella, but you don't even have the money to buy an umbrella, what are you going to pick her up with? Love is mutual, it's not just about being nice to her, that can only move you, but most people will be addicted to their own imaginations and choose to be content with the status quo. Meng Chuaner is different (that free and easy way to leave as soon as you say it. I think so too!!!). Choice also requires courage. Not everyone has this courage That feeling is becoming more and more obvious. What does it feel like to write online articles in a published way (a bit of hindsight) Now, I know that the author has written and published before), it feels like I have gone back to the time when Tianya was first established in 1999 (of course, I have never seen it, I just heard about it), that is, the era of writers such as Li Xunhuan, Ning Caishen, Xing Yusen, Yu Baimei, and Anni Baobao. They also serialized for free on the Internet. Although they later returned to paper media (it always has to be right), it was really a hundred schools of thought at that time. It can be said that the era of online literature also began. I was going to update it before, but I typed it out and read it again. I felt that the language was inappropriate. I changed it several times and found that I couldn't express my meaning, so I deleted it. I have feelings again this time, let me talk about it. There are many unsatisfactory places in life. Sometimes it is because of your own mistakes, sometimes it is accidents. Whenever it is not going as you want, you will be incompetent and furious, thinking, if everything goes according to your own plan, but this is obviously impossible. Plans are always beneficial to you, but this is not writing a novel. Well, what should I say? It took me 16 days to read Chapter 13 (I have finished reading Chapter 13), but this is not the point. I wonder if any of you have the urge to buy this book and finish it after reading a sentence. Anyway, I have, so I will wait for a while (akimbo). Since I got a mobile phone and read online articles on my mobile phone, I rarely have time to calm down and read about publishing (the publishing I am talking about is not the refined version of online articles). The feeling that I used to be able to watch the sky darken in the library while holding a book, and then find that my feet were numb when I stood up, and the feeling of worrying about being bought by others when I put the book away, is no longer there , I want to take a look while I still have the urge to read a paper book, so as not to forget it later (for fear of myself mumbling) This is last night, I wrote it in the memo, and then forgot to send it (I am not justified and strong) I only remembered it when I replied today (as expected of me) Wine When meeting a close friend, a thousand cups of wine are too little, but a half-sentence without speculation is enough There are talented people everywhere, but very few have similar personalities. Everyone has good friends and buddies, but they do not necessarily have a close friend. A close friend does not mean how close you are to each other, nor how harmonious you are with each other, but that he or she is there before you open your mouth. Knowing what you mean, someone may say, "That may be because their knowledge and emotional intelligence are higher than yours, and they are just tolerating you." Indeed, this can also make you feel that the other person is your confidant, but confidants are not a matter of one person, but mutual, and an unequal relationship will never last long. Well, I hope my soulmate is of the opposite sex (that's the point). After reading Chapter 20, Yu Xiaoshan should come to Afghanistan, and a legendary love story is about to begin. But what moved me in this chapter was not the love, but the coldness of the words. The words had no warmth or emotion. To be honest, I saw the string of numbers in the report. At that time, I was actually not as sad as I thought, nor would I shed tears, nor would I lament the injustice of the world, because I knew that the world was actually fair. The reason why I did not feel the darkness was because there were people who used their lives to keep the darkness where I could not see. I am grateful to them. The following update is in "Simple Book Review 2". This post has a lot of words, and I have to review every update. It's annoying PS: The foreshadowing of this book is very obvious, and the plot is also compact. I estimate that it will be completed with one million words. If it is revised, it will be published with 800,000 words. (First, fill in the later ones slowly. Also, the extra blank lines are added after a period of time. There are several blank lines, which proves that I have added them several times)
After reading the must-read article published by the author, say a few words
I am a hamster fan, and I have always wanted to save more to read together. When I saw today's update, I suddenly felt a little regretful I didn't expect that there would be such a book on the Internet. It is like an autobiography. It is not very realistic, it describes reality, and also sees some sad realities that I don't want to elaborate on. The funny thing is that at this moment, I didn't dare to open the whole book and read it carefully. It's sad Follow the extra story and wait for an ending, in the book, realistic To borrow an old saying: Eternal separation Eternity will always be together It's hard to say that all the lovers in the world will finally get married. I only wish that the "Chuan'er" in and out of the book who dares to be crazy about love can harvest their own happiness
Xiong Baoer was beaten, it was so miserable (╥ω╥`)
Unfortunately, in the fanfic I wrote at the beginning, Guan Peng didn't even have a character. 😭 Later, when I saw Xiong Baoer, I actually had other ideas. Some of his behaviors can actually be reversed. If a wise head is installed, Guan'er can still explain the previous actions. Because, including the first meeting when I saw Meng Chuan'er's fancy dress, I knew it was going to be over. Later, when Meng Chuan'er and Xiao Shan met for the first time, it can still be interpreted as mutual entertainment, pretending to be a pig instead of eating a tiger, just for pleasure, just playing a role. As for the previous fanfic, what I wanted to write about Xiong Baoer was not to label others, like a phoenix man, it's not good to look at it through colored glasses. But, the author didn't mean this. Xiong Baoer was just a mallet, and I couldn't do anything about it. He even got beaten up. Extending this role is equivalent to recreating a person. It's helpless ╮(╯_╰)╭. After all, it was wrongly paid.
Ah ~ the second book review in life
I rarely read romance. It's not that I don't like it, but there are not many good books that I can sympathize with (just kidding, I'm a solo player, so I don't have the feelings I want to sympathize with) (( ̄ิ∀  ̄ิ๑) The first time I read a romance novel was "Wealth Can't Sing" by Bronze Sui. It made me so happy that I thought about sweet love every day. Later, I rarely found good books, so I sometimes read fast-paced novels to satisfy my cravings. ‾๑) I always think that love is sweet, and gradually I am surrounded by domineering bosses, little puppies, and loyal dogs, and I almost forget that life is made up of ups and downs, and love should be like this. Until I attended an event, I saw this book, clicked in to participate, and saw the introduction: "From now on, I don't believe in fate, I only believe in you." "I believe in fate, but my fate is you."... I was so surprised by these two sentences that I started reading it. After reading three chapters, I couldn't stop. Everyone has a world in their hearts, and so do women. I don't have as many experiences as Meng Chuan, and I haven't seen all kinds of dangers. I am a salty fish, and I follow the steps step by step, being a good girl at home and an ordinary person in school. It seems that I have only done two exciting things: studying. I teased a boy in school and became red-faced. I rebelled against my parents for the first time and rushed to the postgraduate entrance examination without hesitation. It was very ordinary and not amazing enough, so I gradually indulged in the world of dreams: Meng Chuaner's world. It seemed that this was the first time I really felt: Guan Peng when I saw the breakup. With the angry eyes, I suddenly thought of the thirty years in Hedong and the thirty years in Hexi. Don't bully young people into poverty, and you are quite afraid of Chuan'er being retaliated against (doge). When I see several big men in the underworld in the room, even if I am facing Meng Chuan'er, I am still worried. A lot of romance novels focus on the affairs between the male and female protagonists. They also mention the parents of both parties, slap in the face, disagree, and fawn over, but the same routine is scrawled, and the characters are not written out at all. But when I saw Chuan'er's mother, I laughed, the language was vulgar, etc., They are all in the most homely state, and they are my favorite, the feeling of home. Speaking of the most important thing, love: the destiny of a book, the thrilling rescue of life and death, the trivial struggle with life, the pain of separation and perseverance, the desperate sacrifice and reward... This is Chuan'er's love. I don't know much about love, after all, I have never experienced anything! I don't know what my future will be like, and I don't know what kind of people I will meet. I won't try hard to be like Meng Chuan, but it still doesn't stop me from envying her for the complexity of love and the ups and downs of life. Even if my love is dull, life is still beautiful! (❁´`❁) Be as happy as Spongebob and Patrick! Finished with flowers (* ̄3 ̄)╭♡❀The flowers will hit you
I really like this Q version of Meng Chuaner
Halfway Book Review: Reality is Different
The biggest advantage of this book is its authenticity. I haven't finished reading it yet, but I am emotionally moved by this reality. Being able to incorporate one's true feelings and experiences into a book is a miracle in online writing. Sometimes we pursue gorgeous rhetoric, and sometimes we pursue ups and downs of the plot. Although it is included in this book, the author did not do it deliberately. It feels like watching a documentary in a novel, but also like seeing the thrilling reality in the documentary. After reading too many novels that add extravagant details and pursue specialness, I went back and read "The Remaining Life". It turns out that it is unique to write about the real world and real feelings.
Simple book review 2
The first issue of book reviews already has 1,500 words, and each update needs to be reviewed, which is annoying. Later updates are here. If you want to read the first issue, search "Simple Book Review" and you'll find it (First, fill in the rest slowly, and also, the extra blank lines are all added after a period of time. There are several blank lines, which proves that I have added them several times)
Comment
1. The paragraph is too long, I personally don't like it. Long paragraphs can ruin the reading experience. 2. I like the heroine's character, it's very (๑ゝω╹๑) 3. I used more narrative perspectives in the early stage! The senses are quite unique (Half Life is this method), it is very good, and the reading experience is quite unique and interesting. 4. Well... I haven't read many chapters, so I won't comment on the content. The book is quite good. Come on ٩( 'ω' )و
My contribution today
I really like the book "We Will Not Get Lost for the Rest of My Life", it's so real and touching! Finally caught up.
This is a masterpiece about workplace, love, world, and friendship. It may not have many words, but it is absolutely enjoyable
I like this sentence very much
It's over
From the smell of cigarettes to the present, the author once said that Meng Chuan'er didn't understand love at all before he met Xiao Shan. Xiao Moran, Jingting... Are just some kind of obsession This love, this love, this year and this scene, it would be great if there was a return date.
Have a good rest of your life
I have always said that I would write a review, but I have put it off until now... I still remember the initial shock, it was like... Panning for gold in the sand. The burning passion that hit me made me decide to savor it carefully and do something after just reading the beginning, so I chose the day and time in a very ritualistic manner, and fell in love. Because I can't seem to do anything else... Two days ago, a book friend discussed the characters in the book with me. I believe that a work, from the moment it is completed, does not only belong to the creator. Take this book as an example. Everyone sees the rest of life differently, so just have your own understanding. What I like most is probably courage. When I was very young, because I was in the first few grades, I thought that learning was nothing more than this. I choose to live a magnificent life. I think I have experienced some big scenes and made me... The person I am now. Since very early on, the past has been haunting me, and it took a lot of effort to get rid of it.… Those ups and downs of the story, so many characters on the page, those names that seem to have meaning, and that string... I like the courage shown in the article, the persistence revealed between the lines, and the wisdom hidden in the pen. There are many more. () ,,… …,… Let's put down the earliest rough draft~ The pale white light filled the room Soft music filled the air Clattering keyboard The body hiding under the quilt The steaming tea The reincarnation of time
The Legend of Dusk Mountain (1)
Hello, I am Song Muxin. From an early age, I knew that I was different from other children. Children from other families have a father, a mother, and grandparents who love them. Since childhood, they have been held in the hands of adults for fear of falling, and held in their mouths for fear of melting. As for me, my mother talks about me every day, "Mu Xin, you have to be obedient, you have to work hard, you have to be good, and only when you are good will my father see you, and only then will my father take time to see us, mother and son..." My father, oh no, it's my father. My mother won't let me call him dad, saying it's disrespectful. My father seems very tall, but I actually don't know, because every time I see him, he is sitting on the tall chair at home, holding a big pipe in his hand, and I can't see him clearly through the thick smoke... Every time we meet, my mother always asks me to bring my homework and recite the text to my father. Only at this time, my mother's face The sadness seems to be lighter, and it seems to be braver After my father smoked a pipe and listened to me reciting a text, he would say to me in a slightly cold voice, "Muxin is good, go to study, your mother and I still have something to talk about, collect the red envelope and buy some favorite toys." Then he took a big red envelope from the uncle in black standing next to him, and handed it to me. My mother said that my father gave me red envelopes to express encouragement. He would only give me red envelopes if he liked me. Therefore, I have known since I was a child that to express concern, just give money. Money is the most versatile thing in the world. And grandparents? Since I can remember, I seem to have only seen them twice. Both times were in a very big banquet hall. My mother carefully held my hand and asked me to kowtow to my grandparents and wish them a happy new year... And I had never really seen clearly what those two old people who were said to have "crane-haired childlike faces" and "gods and gods" looked like. Grandpa and grandma? I don't know, I don't dare to ask, and I don't dare to mention it. One time I came back from kindergarten and asked my mother excitedly, "Mom, where are my grandparents?" Today the teacher taught us that our grandparents are our mother's parents, and they are the best people to us. Mom... Before she could finish her words, a crack suddenly appeared on her mother's always smiling face. Although she often cried, that time was the saddest she cried in my memory. My mother did not give me an answer, and I never dared to ask again. I thought, since my mother is so beautiful and gentle, my grandparents should be the same. I hope everything is fine for them. On my 6th birthday, my father stayed at our house for an unprecedented three days. During those three days, my mother seemed happy and sad at the same time, always looking at my father with a smile but with tears. During those three days, my father did not let me go to school. Instead, he and my mother took me to Disneyland and Disco for the first time. Niland was so big and empty, and there were a lot of people in black around my father. They didn't play with me, but it didn't matter. I was used to playing by myself, and there were no children in the kindergarten to play with me. They all called me an illegitimate child, but no matter how much I asked, the teacher and mother refused to tell me the meaning of illegitimate child. That day, I played in the park all day long. My father and mother were always with me. My father sat next to me, and my mother stood meekly next to my father... That day, I felt that I was the happiest cub in the world. The animated characters that I usually only see on TV also appeared around me. They were so kind, they would squat down to look at me, rub my head, and look at me tenderly... That day was the happiest day in my short life, not because I went to Disneyland, but because my father and mother were by my side. At that time, I thought it would be like this every day in the future...
[The author designates male channel readers]
The author said that when the building reached 5,000 yuan, she took a lot of photos! Don't you want to see beautiful sisters?
[The past and experience of a depressed patient]
The meaning of this post is to express the words I have hidden in my heart. This may make me feel better. In reality, I am a person who is not good at words and will not go to anyone to talk to, so I can only express these words online. I am an artist. Student, my surname is Yang, I won't mention my first name. I was born in Zhangzhou, Fujian. I have a half-sister in my family. Perhaps in the eyes of many people when they were young, their father has always been an upright existence. Of course I am no exception. I also admired my father very much when I was a child. By the fifth grade, my dad lost a lot of money gambling. At that time, all his image in my heart collapsed. After that, although he still went to work, he cursed all day long when he came home and became an alcoholic every day. As for my mother, in As long as I can remember, I have been playing mahjong in mahjong parlors. My mother didn't have a job. If we insist on saying that she did, then my mother's job was to play mahjong. Apart from playing mahjong, she would go out to drink and sing with friends. Anyway, this was her whole day schedule. My childhood was also quite sad. It's miserable. I still remember that when I was in third grade, I was sent to our gym to learn Taekwondo. In fact, I lived pretty well there. It would have been better if I wasn't bullied by two sixth graders. I guess it was during the second half of my Taekwondo course that I was bullied by two sixth graders every day. I was beaten, robbed of money, and threatened not to tell others. In the end, it was my grandma who helped me out. We moved to a new home in the fifth grade. We lived with my grandma before, but due to my dad's gambling, the other half of my grandma's house was sold to someone else (because it was on the same floor Then there were two rooms that were connected together) to help my dad pay off his debt. Our new home was given to me by my grandfather when he was working in Zhangzhou. It is an old-fashioned work dormitory. Since moving there, my parents have often quarreled. Not only did they quarrel, but they also fought, sometimes even with me. Then When I was young, I was very afraid of their quarrels. Sometimes I would call my grandma from home to break up the fight (my grandma lived a street away from our house). At that time, whenever there was a quarrel, my mother would definitely wake me up and keep telling me that if we divorced, who would you go with? Then my dad would tell me that your surname is Yang, think about it for yourself. These words left a mark on my young mind. I still can't let go of the hurt these words brought to me. I was bullied in elementary school. It was useless to tell the teacher, because he would only tell me, you Think about why he bullies you instead of others. You have to find the reason yourself. And I am very weak and small, so I was bullied a lot in elementary school. My pen was stolen and my eraser was gone. Or they secretly drained the water from my kettle and replaced it with raw water... When I got to junior high school, I didn't change, and I was still bullied. But fortunately, I met a few very close friends in junior high school. I still keep in touch until my second year of high school, and we often get together. As for the past two years in art school, no one finally bullied me. Maybe it's because I have grown into 1 The reason for Mi 9. My depression was diagnosed as moderate depression by our city hospital in October 2019. I don't know what caused me to suffer from depression. Maybe it's family reasons, or maybe it's things that happened when I was a child... Suffering from depression again After the disease, I became more enthusiastic and wanted to integrate into the group, because I was afraid that others would find out about me. I was afraid that others would treat me as a monster. So I laughed and played with them every day, but I really couldn't be happy. It was like my happiness disappeared, or it was very short-lived. It's so short that I can't feel it. I become taciturn in my room at night, crying secretly, and bear all the negative emotions alone. On the second day, I have to continue living like a normal person. From last year to now, my parents have never thought that I suffer from depression, they think that I am just They are just pretending, they just don't want to go to school (because we have to go to the hospital for a follow-up visit every two weeks on Friday). The doctor also told them not to say those words, but they didn't listen. They just went their own way. Those words were true, whether they were intentional or unintentional, I can't let go. I really can't help it. Forget those hurts. I don't like to talk to them much now. I'm afraid they will say again: "What can you worry about? Why don't you just eat something delicious and you'll be fine again?" "You're going to get better soon, then you smile like that every day?" What can I do? Am I crying to them every day? Even though I was so ill, I didn't tell my good friends. I didn't want to, but I was afraid that they would leave me if they knew about it. I didn't dare to gamble. Because I really don't have many friends, my circle is very small, and I only have a few friends. And I think friends are for sharing happy things. So for so long, I have been carrying it all by myself. I have been tossing and turning every night and can't sleep, and I can't fall asleep before 6 o'clock. I can only rely on eating. I can fall asleep after taking the medicine, but it is very late, at least after 3 o'clock. During the day, I still have to endure the physical complications caused by depression, such as back pain, sudden overeating, or not wanting to eat at all. I feel depressed all day long. It is really uncomfortable. The pressure comes over me like a tide. In May of this year, I cut myself many times on my hands, but I am no longer self-harming. 7 At the end of the month, because I used to like to post some of my feelings on NetEase Cloud, maybe it was because my comments were relatively sad, and because at that time I was deeply involved in the Internet cloud suppression controversy, and I was criticized in various ways. I was attacked with all kinds of extremely malicious language. It really makes me sad to see that kind of language. It is never an earth-shattering thing that can make me completely collapse. Just one sentence can make me miserable. Then. Later, I had a big fight with my parents about not keeping their promise. I chose to take antidepressants for a week and attempted suicide. It was really difficult at that time. Sudden autism can really drive people crazy. As for September now, I can only say that it is slightly better than July. I am still living well. Let me talk about the future things slowly. If I am still alive, I will always support Meng Chuaner. And the author.
[Fan Meng Chuan'er] Do you have some misunderstandings about me? !
October 30th Goddess Kingdom Today is Meng Chuan'er's birthday, and this is also the first time she has not celebrated her birthday in China. On this day, Meng Chuaner dressed up beautifully and came to a birthday party prepared for her by Yu Xiaoshan. Only these friends who are currently in the Kingdom of the Goddess attended this party, so Song Muxin and Carney also came to celebrate Meng Chuoer's birthday. When Yu Xiaoshan saw Meng Chuan'er arriving, he said, "Happy birthday, this is the gift I carefully prepared for you." Yu Xiaoshan then handed over a dagger to Meng Chuan'er. "..." Meng Chuan'er was at a loss as to why Yu Xiaoshan gave her the dagger. At this time Song Muxin also blessed Meng Chuan'er and handed a pistol to her as a birthday gift. Kani suddenly laughed and said with a smug look: "You are too childish to give gifts. This is a "skewer version of the rocket launcher" I customized for Meng Chuan'er. When you encounter an enemy, just press the button and it is guaranteed to blow the enemy to pieces." "You are all looking for a beating. What the hell are you giving me? You treat me like a female gangster and a bandit. Am I like that kind of person? Bah!" Meng Chuan'er said angrily. Meng Chuan'er then spoke again: "I'm not what you think. She is obviously a delicate girl." After Meng Chuan'er said this, her face turned red with shyness.
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Meng Chuaner, listen to me
[Meng Chuaner, listen to me]... As soon as I came in, I smelled a strong spicy smell. Yes, that was the smell of smoke. Coincidentally, I am also an old smoker with more than 25 years of smoking experience, so I feel very friendly. In the story, Meng Chuan'er, a little girl, is as quiet as a pine and as active as a rabbit, living a cool and comfortable life. Now let me report the progress, we have reached more than 50 chapters. There is one thing I don't understand. As a war reporter, why do you only focus on AK-47 in terms of military equipment? Many of the nightclub scenes brought back a lot of memories for me! I used to have a boss who was from Harbin, and I learned a word from him that I think is appropriate to summarize: Reality👍
Blessings!
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Urban, suspense, reasoning. Referring specifically to this book, the protagonist and supporting characters have high IQs. Don't feed me 💩, Shui Wen doesn't want it. No need for ancient romance. Fancy the lowest reward of silver.
I heard some people doubt my cooking skills
Then let me open your eyes! The words are too loud😥😥😥Let's just see...
Reasons to read this book
The joys and sorrows in reality, the joys and sorrows in reality, Chuan'er is in a state of ups and downs in this world. In the first half of her life, she moved forward bravely and fearlessly. I have been here, I have seen, I have conquered, and refusing to admit defeat is her greatest background. After the two people met, there was not so much entanglement. His support gave him the greatest motivation. However, the word love has its ups and downs. Giving your full strength is not for anything else, just because it is you, that's enough. Back in China, reality also has its bitterness. If it is a vast mist, it is elusive. There are surprises, touches, and confrontations. In it, Chuan'er is growing. As you read on, I hope you will reap the joy of growth.
Meng Feimeng Fan Extra Characters & Events Analysis (10)
9. The similarities and differences in the personalities of Xiaoshan and Chuaner The two met, the collision of different souls, and they discovered each other. The attraction was so fatal and dangerous. Because I discovered and understood that that person understands me. Although when we got along, I found that I was still a bit strange and had miscalculations. But from unfamiliarity to familiarity, the image in the heart will inevitably be unified with the reality. It is virtual at the beginning. In order to make it complete, the perfect brain will be completed. Later, when we become realistic and adapt to each other, we can spend the rest of our lives together through thick and thin. Both of them have a certain degree of "seeing through the world of mortals", but their choices are different. Chuan'er wants to find something exciting again, while Xiaoshan wants to retire. Both of them are disappointed with reality to a certain extent. They are usually used to breaking away from reality. Dialogue with classics and reading books are one of the ways of detachment. That night, the two of them chatted about everything in a poetic and picturesque way. Both of them have a certain degree of control over reality, but Xiaoshan prefers unwanted feelings, and Chuaner prefers a little more feeling. So at the beginning, Chuan'er wanted to go out and start a big business, while Xiaoshan wanted to open a teahouse. He really didn't want to do it anymore. It was all supported by his brothers, so there was nothing he could do. Xiao Shan prefers to be silent and is tired of women and career. Chuan'er is a great surprise to him and he doesn't want to change her because he knows how valuable each other is as they are now. But I really love her so much and desperately want to hold her in my hands. But Chuan'er tends to be vigorous, and I really can't think of words. I'm short of words. The hill is a reassurance for her. In the past, she was not afraid of wind, frost, rain, and dew in the Chuaner River and Lake, but sometimes she was like a rootless duckweed, swaying with the wind, even though she was very stubborn and went against the will. But it is unstable after all. My parents can't change his opinion, so why can't he make up his mind? On the one hand, it is dangerous and I am afraid that my family will worry. On the other hand, it is because this decision is too big and cannot be completed without someone to provide real backing and support. The demand for that backing is not much, just about four words. I understand. I'm here. Chun'er's desire to explore has never stopped, but Xiaoshan's thoughts are to be leisurely in Nanshan, undisturbed by the world. There are some differences, but it is not a big problem, but they did not notice it at first. It's not a fundamental difference, there are no identical leaves in the world. Another point is that they are very similar. Both of them are very independent. I like to be alone, like to make decisions alone, and like to be responsible for everything alone. Is this a problem? Of course not. But when two people are together, it may be a problem. Two people understand each other relatively well, but no matter how much they understand, they can't communicate through brain waves~ After Chuan'er returned to China, he discovered clues about the money he owed, and then what? She knew he wouldn't tell, and he knew she wouldn't ask if she found out, "Oh my god, where's the prediction guessing?" Chun'er knows that a man's face is more important, so he is considerate and does not expose it. Xiaoshan knows that face is very important, so he insists on it. No one understands each other better than each other, but they choose to hide it. Let the situation get serious. Bystanders can only be anxious. But then again, this relationship had a hellish start at the beginning. They escaped death abroad, but it was a trap at home. The tacit understanding between the two was cultivated on the phone and in books, so that was not enough. Don't hide it, at least not about big things. The current process. I found out that something happened, I can do it by myself → The problem is serious, Tell you, I am not too shameless, I can do it by myself → It is really difficult and there is no solution for the time being Hide for a while, I can do it in the end Solved → Things turned into the worst by themselves Infinite anxiety Facing the eyes of my lover at this time, I understand that you understand me, I understand that you are taking care of my face, and I understand that in the end, you are brought into the quagmire, under a lot of pressure, and burping. When you know that life is difficult and you need to face it alone, you are mature. When you know that life is difficult and you need to face it together, you make progress. I am very lucky to have someone I can trust for my whole life. I like her because she is perfect in every aspect. At first, I don't want to change her and completely become my vassal. After that, please treat her as an independent individual and don't just think about shielding her from the wind and rain. You got the job done quietly. Why, you spent 80% of your efforts to get it done. Two people did it, each with 20% of their efforts. Do I still want to thank you? Independence also involves all aspects. Regarding career, it is actually a good thing. Sometimes when it is necessary to make a decision, there are only one or two people to worry about. But for families, it is better to share the burden.
Let's go and make trouble (Huang Ama and Wu A Ge Small Theater)
Huang Ama: I am the emperor, but they say every day that the fourth child looks like my father. What about me, have they seen me? Fifth Brother: Fourth Brother, very good (I dare not say anything else) Huang Ama: You, go and cause trouble. Which access card you like, take it. Fifth Brother: (I don't know how to pick, so I took away all the access cards) As the saying goes: If you have the key in your hand, you have the world. Hahahahahaha... (Next episode: Fourth brother changes the lock)
Meng Chuaner, I want to say to you: I really miss you!
Meng Chuan'er, a real and lovely Northeastern beauty. A girl who makes people fall in love with her at first sight and never forget her. Even the way she looked when she was swearing was so rare. We both come from a girl's family, so I particularly envy her for her free and uninhibited style, her intelligence, and her daring and aggressive spirit. Therefore, when she was only in her twenties, she could have experienced several lifetimes of experience. It makes people convinced. There may be many reasons why Meng Chuan'er is popular, but in the final analysis, it is because she is a positive character with many shining points, so people can't help but want to get close to her. First of all, no matter how rebellious she is, when she becomes an adult, she will take her parents' feelings into account when she speaks and does things. The filial piety in her bones makes her compromise and bow to reality. For example, on the surface, accepting the blind date Xiong Yang is actually to stabilize the mother and not let her worry too much, which can also be said to be a sign of filial piety. Later, when she was going to Afghanistan to work as a war correspondent, she took various devious methods and finally got her mother to agree. I didn't have sex with my mother directly, and I was worried that she would be sad. Most filial people are kind, just and compassionate. So Chuaner deserves to be liked by more people.
Final words
When I first read this book, I felt something was different. I actually read novels very quickly, reading ten lines at a time, but I couldn't read this book written by the author very fast. I read it slowly, line by line. For the love story between Xiaoshan and Meng Chuaner, I am both envious and afraid of the sweetness of love and the suffering of life. I wish Meng Chuaner can find a new destination and wish Yu Xiaoshan good health. My evaluation of this book cannot be expressed in words or summed up, it just looks good.
Yu Chang and Tingbao
Yu Chang and Ting Bao The beef in the pot was flying up and down, the weather was getting colder, and a thin layer of ice formed on the windows. Looking out from the inside of the store, everything no longer seemed real, like another world. Yu Chang stared out of the window and said nothing. Seeing that the beef was cooked, Tingbao fished it out, gave Yu Chang a piece, and said, "What are you thinking about, being so involved?" And then he said: "It will be bad if you eat it quickly and it gets cold." Yu Chang turned his head, smiled, took a bite first and said, "It's delicious." Then he pinched it for Tingbao and said, "I'm thinking about our sister." Tingbao pretended to be angry and said, "Okay, you, you think of other women when you are with me, you're angry!" Yu Chang said anxiously: "We How can my sister be a woman? Bah, bah, how can our sister be another woman? " Tingbao smiled with her eyebrows arched and the corners of her mouth raised slightly, "Okay, I'm just kidding, I'm not angry, what do you want my sister to do?" Tingbao smiled. When getting along, "quarreling" is a very interesting thing. The "quarrel" between these two people is more like a small fight. It is essentially a test of each other. From strangers to familiarity, they constantly find out each other's territory and bottom line. In each other's territory, they are filled with each other's flags, and finally they merge into one, regardless of each other. The bottom line is the red line. Maybe both parties are special to each other and can be tolerant for a short time. But don't always use this to test how much the other party loves you. If you are always tortured endlessly, the answer is either "love" or "no love". If the bottom line and business matters can be easily changed, then how can love be sustained? Yu Chang showed a helpless smile, "I was thinking about our sister, if Brother Xiaoshan doesn't come back, who else can come into my sister's life." Tingbao suddenly opened her eyes angrily, her eyes as wide as copper bells🎶,😜 Then she said, "Huh, I am really angry when I mention this, so I left our sister like this", and then glanced at Yu Chang again, "Will you disappear like this one day? Let's talk about it first, I I won't wait for you. I will find ten or eight boyfriends. What's that word called, 'Singing Songs Every Night'? Huh!" The topic changed too quickly. It was obviously about Sister Chuan'er, but it turned out to be about herself, "You can't find anyone else. You only have me. I will always, always stay with you, really." "Always" was repeated twice, and he said it slowly. Yu Chang looked at her seriously, Tingbao tilted her head to the other side and whispered, "I don't believe it, big pig's hooves" Then as if nothing happened just now, he said while eating, "I think our sister should meet a patient and single-minded person, who doesn't think about anything, just give it to our sister One person rides the horse in front of the other. " In Tingbao's eyes, Sister Chuan'er is like a knight in reality, running rampant and emotional. She doesn't know why Sister Chuan'er falls in love with Brother Xiaoshan. She thinks Sister Chuan'er is fine alone. If she has to have two people, just add a small follower. Sister Chuan'er can just bring her tea and water when she is tired. "Wow, that's pretty good." Tingbao suddenly became interested and began to add various heartwarming scenes to Chuan'er's story, such as "heroes saving beauties" and the like. In short, it was a "happy end" Watching Tingbao planning the future, Yu Chang did not forget to continue stewing the meat in the pot, and served as a good listener to Tingbao. In the lively scene, Yu Chang's thoughts are actually hidden in it. He knew what she was thinking and encouraged him most of the time. She was like a princess. He didn't want to fight for anything, he just wanted to become a castle and the strongest fortress. He has different thoughts on this matter. He has learned about their past. Sister Chuaner is independent and independent, but she does not lack love. Does she still need others to take care of her? He thinks so. Sister Chuaner needs mutual recognition. Most people are not of the same rank, but that person is independent, determined, and at the same time it is best to be gentle and considerate. If you really fall in love, it's just the basics. It is said that it is better for two people to complement each other, but it does not mean that one person is independent and the other is not independent at all. At least that's not the case. He should have a complete world view. If Sister Chuaner enters his world, she should not occupy his entire world. It should be an unfamiliar territory. It is impossible for two people to be together and one will take care of the other wholeheartedly, or completely become like the other. He loves his family and his career. He didn't know if that person would come, and he also hoped that Brother Xiaoshan would come back soon. I also wish Brother Xiaoshan everything is well outside. end