This is a youth coming-of-age novel that truly records the pains of youthful growth. The girl Zuo Yifan suffered from hypothetical syndrome due to the death of her lover N and was unable to extricate herself. With the help of his father and his mentor, psychologist Yang Jiong, Zuo Yifan, who became a psychiatrist, worked step by step in the struggle to overcome the disease together with some young patients with mental illness. One day, Zuo Yifan suddenly realized that his former lover N was already a shadow of his imagination in real life. In the end, she came out of the fantasy and walked towards a new life with a new look.
