I Cheated on My Ex-Boyfriend Again

Because she didn't want to be arranged by her family for a family marriage, she created a ridiculous illusion overnight and deceived her into marrying her ex-boyfriend. I chose him among the many ex-boyfriends just because he was the only one who didn't get entangled with her after the breakup. After marriage, he behaved like he was not going to get close to me. There is no result in liking me. One day after the divorce, I suddenly realized that I seemed to like that man. On the first day, I went to visit the class and said to people: "Well, the weather is nice today, let's go get remarried." He was surprised: "Did you run into some trouble again and asked me to go to the rescue?" "No way, I... Seem to like you." She couldn't explain how she felt now. He seemed to have heard a joke: "Is it fun to tell lies?" "No, really, I think I like..." He left before she could finish her words. What should I do? It's my first time falling in love with someone and I have no experience. Why doesn't he believe me at all? From then on, she appeared in his sight everywhere. "Ex-husband, I am serious." "Husband, I didn't lie to you." "Mu Tingbai, I really like you." He suddenly looked up at her, and she thought she had disturbed him, so she ran away: "It's okay, it's okay, you're busy." Before he finished speaking, someone mentioned it: "You don't mean you like me, why are you running away? Huh?"