I Thought I Loved You so Much

When I was a child, I thought the greatest thing was love. I thought I could give up anything in love. I thought I loved you more than anything. When I grow up, I think that any commitment to the present, not being unreasonable, and caring about your life is good love. But I was wrong about that sudden change that made me realize how much I thought I loved you. Campus, city, realism, love, disaster, no mistress, no white lotus.