I Will Be Glad to Meet You in the Rest of My Life

I hate excitement and loneliness. I always stay up late, listening to music alone and thinking about what I have done. There is no one who loves me deeply. I don't have cigarettes or sake here, just a lonely mood. If one day I can't hold it any longer and stand in front of you with red eyes and say nothing, don't ask me anything, just take me away, wherever I go...